Ok Folks,
I'm 47 years old and I am a can and a half day addict. If I am awake, my lip is fullof copenhagen silver top. Ashamed and emabarrassed, Ive decided today is the day, and for fo first time since I can remember, I was able to not open the can since 8:00 am this morning.
I know most fols think I will fail, and maybe I will, but It wont be without a fight. I am tired of lying to friends and family, freaked out about he health consequences now that I am in my mid forties, and asahmed that I have ever gotten in this shape.
Wish me luck and pisitive vibes, if you believed in prayer put in a good word for me.
Well JSA it really doesn't matter what anybody thinks about your success of quitting except for YOU!!
If you have a fucking can of copensnuff still around flush or dump that shit NOW!!!!
As for wishing you luck, we don't quit with luck it is pure and simple integrity: you post a promise every morning to your quit group not to use nicotine in any form for that entire day, anyone can do that
one fucking day. Then we repeat it the next day.
Your 47 yr old BFD. You've been dipping for 30 yrs BFD. most of the guys and gals here on KTC are definitely younger than you again BFD. Maybe they are smarter because they are waking up sooner in life maybe not, it really doesn't matter. I thought it did 46 days ago, I felt sorry for myself because I waited so fucking long to quit. I wasted all of my adult life being addicted to the bitch nicotine. Well if it makes you feel any better you are smarter than me and are quitting a nasty Addiction sooner in life than this prick. I'll be 55 in a couple weeks and have been addicted for well over 38 yrs. also I didnt have to be awake to have a chew in I had a mouth full of shit 24/7 ( even ate with it sometimes) You think your embarassed GOOD YOU SHOULD BE so am I. I hated myself and everything about life because it all revolved around a nasty piece of shit in my mouth.
Now as for help here: If you use it to the fullest extent you will cruze through your quit with flying colors, you will hate the suck of detox THAT IS A GOOD THING embrace it, you will grow to appreciate that statement. Don't quit alone you dont have to thats what we all are here for we need each other. Sorry guys I just cant seem to get a message in just a few words.
Pm me I'll be glad to help.