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miles

#141
January 16, 2012, 11:37:00 AM
Quote from: Scowick65402

400 days ago I dumped you. I remember it vividly. I pulled you out of the map-compartment of my car, dashed in the December sunlight to a trashcan and tossed you. I had no quit plan. I had no clue. There was no farewell speech. There was no drama. I simply tossed you and drove away.

You, however, had a plan. You executed it relentlessly. You kept me up at night. When I did sleep you played nightmares. You were there every time I got in the car. I saw you at the gas station. You sat by me on the couch. You showed up every time my wife left the house. You accompanied me all day at work and hopped in the car for my commute home. You did not go quietly; you were constantly whispering in my ear.

3 weeks into my quit I joined KTC. Remember how pissed you were? When I posted roll you knew this was a game changer. I was playing to win. I now had access to knowledge. I had access to a plan. I had access to support. I was greeted immediately by Ready, Greg, Mike A, and Banner. Oh, I remember. You threw a big fit. You gave me rage, cravings, fatigue, the fog, stupors, headaches and sore throats.

As time passed I began to realize you were the devil. I realized that something that makes you feel so bad when you refrain from using it canÃ,’t be all that good. I began to hate you. I mean really really hate you. No more reminiscing of the old times. No nostalgia. So, of course, you threw a big fit. You gave me depression, the blahs and the blues.

This meant war. Game on. I now had a purpose. I was not satisfied just to dump you. I wanted to wreck every other relationship you had. Every relationship. I would wait for new quitters on the boards. I took great pride in pointing out your lies. I enjoyed destroying your grip on others. That is how I met folks like Corn, Miles, Peace, Rocket, Dante, LLCope, Tazz, Luby and Poker just to name a few.

At day 400, your fits are far and few between. They are no longer class 5 hurricanes. At day 400, my greatest challenge is to simply remember who I am. I am not a unique and special butterfly; I am a drug addict.

Thank you to Souliman, Ready, Chewie, 30, Greg, Luke, Mike A, drome, TCOPE, Show, Mattyc, gmann, J2B, NOLAQ, ODAAT, Corn, Miles, Peace, Rocket, Rodog, Redog, Dante, Cope, Tazz, Ag, Luby, Parputt, Mjollinir and others I simply fail to name.
Lead the way brother. Your quit is inspiring to us all!
I quit with with you all!

Scowick65

#140
January 16, 2012, 09:41:00 AM
402

400 days ago I dumped you. I remember it vividly. I pulled you out of the map-compartment of my car, dashed in the December sunlight to a trashcan and tossed you. I had no quit plan. I had no clue. There was no farewell speech. There was no drama. I simply tossed you and drove away.

You, however, had a plan. You executed it relentlessly. You kept me up at night. When I did sleep you played nightmares. You were there every time I got in the car. I saw you at the gas station. You sat by me on the couch. You showed up every time my wife left the house. You accompanied me all day at work and hopped in the car for my commute home. You did not go quietly; you were constantly whispering in my ear.

3 weeks into my quit I joined KTC. Remember how pissed you were? When I posted roll you knew this was a game changer. I was playing to win. I now had access to knowledge. I had access to a plan. I had access to support. I was greeted immediately by Ready, Greg, Mike A, and Banner. Oh, I remember. You threw a big fit. You gave me rage, cravings, fatigue, the fog, stupors, headaches and sore throats.

As time passed I began to realize you were the devil. I realized that something that makes you feel so bad when you refrain from using it canÃ,’t be all that good. I began to hate you. I mean really really hate you. No more reminiscing of the old times. No nostalgia. So, of course, you threw a big fit. You gave me depression, the blahs and the blues.

This meant war. Game on. I now had a purpose. I was not satisfied just to dump you. I wanted to wreck every other relationship you had. Every relationship. I would wait for new quitters on the boards. I took great pride in pointing out your lies. I enjoyed destroying your grip on others. That is how I met folks like Corn, Miles, Peace, Rocket, Dante, LLCope, Tazz, Luby and Poker just to name a few.

At day 400, your fits are far and few between. They are no longer class 5 hurricanes. At day 400, my greatest challenge is to simply remember who I am. I am not a unique and special butterfly; I am a drug addict.

Thank you to Souliman, Ready, Chewie, 30, Greg, Luke, Mike A, drome, TCOPE, Show, Mattyc, gmann, J2B, NOLAQ, ODAAT, Corn, Miles, Peace, Rocket, Rodog, Redog, Dante, Cope, Tazz, Ag, Luby, Parputt, Mjollinir and others I simply fail to name.

dchogs

#139
January 15, 2012, 11:23:00 AM
Quote from: Leahy16
Quote from: Scowick65400

Thanks so much guys.Ã,  Means a lot.
400! Nice. Congrats on 400 days of freedom

That's some good shit right there...
very goo shit, sco.

your words are a constant inspiration. my quit owes a huge debt of gratitude to your quit's badass nature.
Quit- 5/16/2011. One day at a time.
HoF- 8/23/2011; 2nd Floor- 12/1/2011; 3rd Floor- 3/10/2012; 4th Floor- 6/18/2012; 5th Floor- 9/27/2012; 6th Floor- 1/4/2013; 7th Floor- 4/14/2013; 8th Floor- 7/23/2013; 9th Floor- 10/31/2013; 10th Floor- 2/8/2014; 11th Floor- 5/19/2014; 12th Floor- 8/27/2014; 13th Floor- 12/5/14; 14th floor- 3/15/15; 15th floor- 6/23/15; 16th floor- 10/1/15; 17th floor- 1/9/16; 18th floor- 4/18/16; 19th floor- 7/26/16; 20th floor- 11/4/16; 21st floor- 2/12/17; 22nd Floor- 5/23/17; 23rd Floor- 8/31/17; 24th Floor- 12/9/17; 25th floor- 3/19/18; 26th floor- 6/27/18; 27th floor- 10/5/18; 28th floor- 1/13/19; 29th foor- 4/22/19; 30th floor- 7/31/19; 31st floor- 11/8/19; 32nd floor- 2/17/20; 33rd floor- 5/27/20; 34th floor- 9/4/20; 35th floor- 12/13/20; 36th floor- 3/23/21; 37th floor- 7/1/21; 38th floor- 10/9/21; 39th floor- 1/17/22; 40th floor- 4/27/22; 41st floor- 8/5/22; 42nd floor- 11/12/22; 43rd floor- 2/20/23; 44th floor- 6/1/23; 45th floor- 9/9/23; 46th floor- 12/18/23; 47th floor- 3/27/24; 48th floor- 7/5/24; 49th floor- 10/3/24; 50th floor- 1/21/25; 51st floor- 5/1/25; 52nd floor- 8/9/25; 53rd floor- 11/17/25; 54th floor- 2/25/26; 55th floor- 6/5/26; 56th floor- 9/13/26.

"He which hath no stomach to this fight let him depart. But we in it shall be remembered. We few, we happy few, we band of brothers! For he today, that sheds his blood with me, shall always be my brother." (Wm. Shakespeare). For August '11.

Who dares, wins.

Stay quit... it is life or death and that is the undeniable truth.

"To be driven by our appetites alone is slavery, while to obey a law that we have imposed on ourselves is freedom." Rosseau

Leahy16

#138
January 15, 2012, 07:27:00 AM
Quote from: Scowick65400

Thanks so much guys. Means a lot.
400! Nice. Congrats on 400 days of freedom

That's some good shit right there...
Quit Date Jun 5, 2011; HOF Sep 12, 2011; 1,000 days Feb 28, 2014

Souliman

#137
January 15, 2012, 12:11:00 AM
Quote from: Scowick65400

Thanks so much guys. Means a lot.
You mean a lot around here Scott.

dippshit

#136
January 14, 2012, 08:09:00 PM
Quote from: Scowick65400

Thanks so much guys. Means a lot.
Congrats on the 400. Thanks for all you do here.


"It's amazing what a man can see by the light of a burning bridge" - Unknown



Scowick65

#135
January 14, 2012, 07:41:00 PM
400

Thanks so much guys. Means a lot.

AgLawyer

#134
January 14, 2012, 04:05:00 PM
Huge congrats.

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per034

#133
January 14, 2012, 02:35:00 PM
Four bills. Nicely done sir.
The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

"Every time you bump someone and dont fix it, a kitten dies" - Jost2Brown

Ready

#132
January 14, 2012, 12:31:00 PM
It's a fine day to be quit. Congrats on the 4th floor Sir.

Souliman

#131
January 14, 2012, 12:19:00 PM
Congratulations Mr. 400 Super Quitter.

syndrome

#130
January 10, 2012, 07:52:00 AM
Quote from: Scowick65Dear Mr. Kodiak Bear,

Sorry about the big steamy dump I took in your cave.

Sincerely,

Scodaddy
ha ha thats so funny cuz i no your not sorry! inless your sorry you dint shit on the bare hisself.
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Scowick65

#129
January 09, 2012, 11:07:00 PM
Dear Mr. Kodiak Bear,

Sorry about the big steamy dump I took in your cave.

Sincerely,

Scodaddy

Souliman

#128
January 09, 2012, 07:28:00 AM
Quote from: AglawyerI saw you post this on someone's Intro thread...

"The day I admitted I was addicted to nicotine was the day I controlled nicotine instead of nicotine controlling me. It does not make quitting easy, it just means I call the shots."

That is solid freaking gold. Love it.

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Solid Gold

AgLawyer

#127
January 09, 2012, 12:56:00 AM
I saw you post this on someone's Intro thread...

"The day I admitted I was addicted to nicotine was the day I controlled nicotine instead of nicotine controlling me. It does not make quitting easy, it just means I call the shots."

That is solid freaking gold. Love it.

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