No. Mine were different. Huge depression. If the doctor says you are ok, you probably are. The bitch manifests her self in different ways for different folks. It was not until 160 days when I knew what "normal" was. I have been crushing her since.
Day 961. FU nic.
So, you wrote the note above and I am just now (220+/-) days finding this out for myself. I may have realized it 20 or 30 days ago, but the point is the same.
I feel like I am just now solving a puzzle. Depression, bouts with anxiety, high blood pressure - shit like that. It was real and I was dealing with it - not really effectively though.
But, now I am seeing that I don't deal with that crap. Since I quit, these issues are gone and I feel "normal" as you noted.
So, my fear was that dipping caused cancer and I was terrified of cancer. But, I am just now realizing that dip causes way more than just cancer. I truly believe that my anxiety/depression/high blood pressure, etc., were all CAUSED by dipping. Since I have quit, those things have gone away.
What a nightmare those things are/were. I'm not using any meds, etc., just realizing that Nic was masking what normal is.
Anyway - just wanted to vent this to you because I'm just now making those synapse connections. A brain without nicotine can make those connections!