Hello my name is Jake,
I have been dipping for the last 7 years and I am tired of failed attempts at quitting. So, I decided that it is time that I tried something new. So I have set a date, for this Sunday to throw out whatever I have left. Im so tired of trying, trying for a day or two maybe three, then caving. I have had opportunities in the past where I have made it a couple weeks, but in truth it doesn't seem like I have that strength anymore. I dont assume that by joining this website I will suddenly find the power to never again dip, but only that this site and the people in it might be a catalyst or the new difference that could make this time work.
I am so sick of my dipping, the fear of it, what it can do and is doing to me. So much so that I am ashamed of my habit, I dont do it in front of others and I dont talk about it either, my loved ones and those close to me are aware I dip, but are either convinced I am stopping, or love me to much to hassle me about it. This had made it my dirty little secret, and it has also made it so that I am my only support.
I hope I can do it,
Thank you.
oh and it should say INTRO at the top..