Day 365 = 1 Year
Well 1 trip around the sun is complete. It is difficult to write out all that I am feeling now. Am I happy, well yes I am ecstatic. I have for 365 days given my word (ok 364 times as my first post was my day 2Â…technicalities, technicalities 'crackup' ). I have a 100% posting. I stand here with no nicotine in my system. I have taken my life back from all the time I have wasted. I have taken my health back not only from high blood pressure but since May 2nd the exercise and weight loss has me down to almost the weight I was last year when I quit (had gained 30, 25+ of which is gone now). I have taken back my finances, spending it on more fun items and putting it towards my kids.
Was it a rough time? Hell yes it was. But I remember someone saying that if something you do is easy, then it will not be as rewarding as something that is more difficult to do. And this I assure everyone as I stand here it feels very rewarding.
Was it a rollercoaster? Hell yes it was. I had the ups and then the downs. My emotions ranged the whole scale. Sometimes I felt so good, others felt like crap, and still others I did not care or give a damn. And today I still dream and know I will still have this up and down (maybe not as low), but to me it was all worth it.
So at the end of this ONE YEAR, I can only say that I have taken my life back in so many more ways than just being nicotine free. I owe to KTC more than words can express for helping to make myself discover the better person inside that I had been suppressing all along.
And to my Madmen who have been there along the way, I cannot express more gratitude, I thank you all (in no particular order: Eric, Drew, Ben, Cindy, Mitchell, Scott, Bob, Kristen, Jay, Pat, Wes, *BrettÂ….)