Day 162
And truely an unplanned posting so soon after the other one, but I needed to write for myself. And maybe I can learn from this (and some wonder why this is stressed to the young quitters)
That is 2 from Oct'12. 2 madmen who were perfect posters just ... poof. Rubicon day 65, and now Kstamp day 142.
Two very different circumstances as to the underlying reason for the cave....but I do recognize the common theme between the 2....ALCOHOL...
From Rubicon's posting on Sep 17th "....friends and family got together, we drank until the wee hours. All I know is I woke up with a dip in my lip, and a can of cope in my back pocket"
From Kstampfly's posting today "... I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day"
And both of these reminded me of others that I have seen during my 162 days:
From GrizKill posting on Sep 14th "...buddies of mine to go offshore fishin for 4 days. No computers, no phones, no tv, no nothing, just fishing and drinkin and having a good time with old friends. The only thing i didnt prepare myself for was that 8 of them smoked or dipped or both.."
Now I do have to amit over the last month or so I have partaken in the devil's nectar quite often...which is probably why I am not seeing the results of my exercising like I should, but now with seeing this above, I think that additional light bulb has just gone off.
I will say that I won't swear off alcohol at this point, but as my Oct 12 madmen/madwomen as my witness, I am definately under my own constraint and a major slow down.
there are probably a thousand more stories like the ones above, and I need to promise myself that my name is never associated with one of them.
thanks for reading