DAY 1 was a success. Went the whole day without nicotine, thought I was going to kill somebody though. Couldn't fall asleep for shit and Woke up today earlier than I have in the last few months. Plus my phone just decided it doesn't want to get past my startup screen...just wondrous....fuck. Staying nic free though!!! I will not cave!!!
The day 1. I remember that,, what a bear. I never want that again, it will go down as one of the worst and best days of my life. The WORST DAY because I really loved the poison so much, even though it done absolutely nothing for me. After time l have learned to hate it. I hate it so much I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
The BEST DAY because it was the first day I said no in over 25 plus years. It was the first day I began the journey of taking my life back. The first day I didn't go down to the corner store, throw away 5 dollars on something that was killing me, taking my integrity, stealing precious time from my family.
The poison had me bound, tied and gagged. NOT ANY MORE! Now you have broke free. You have a lot of wounds that need to heal and it will take time, but will be so worth it. You will have some bruises, but they will be reminders of breaking free. I quit with you my friend.