My good cave

[Wt57]

My update!

Dentist visit:Ã,  Not what I expected, said the inflammation of my tongue is probably a viral or yeast infection--- holy shit I know where that came from--- 'Y'Ã,  'Y'Ã,  'Kiss'Ã, Ã,  Dr. Said avoid anything that seems to make it worse.Ã,  Shit that's as hard as my quit!

On the road:Ã,  made the 5 hr trip no one is dead and I'm still quit!!

In-laws?? I left the house for a couple hours ( that would have been for my alone time with the bitch) in the past!Ã,  But not this time.Ã,  It was filled with lots of nic talk but no partaking.

Now all I have left to do is repeat the trip and in-laws tomorrow.

I QLF today and am making this late night post here to brag about it. 'na na'Ã, Ã,  'na na'Ã,  'na na'

Don't meet any guys on the internet, then go out for pie and I think you're in the clear.

I can't believe it took me so long to quit. The joy of the quit beats any buzz that is chased with a shot of Guilt and a squeeze of lie.

I Heart the Quit Life!!!!

Yea I met this guy I found online, my mother-in-law is worried about my safety, (me too). We meet up late at night for a rendezvous (sounds ghey, it's not). Now I have a face to put with all the shit talk. Never could have been prepared for reality: 5'5", 230#, skinhead, no teeth and Jamaican!
Got you first MT before you exposed the real me!

holdon....hoooold on.......

A YEAST INFECTION ON YOUR TOUNGE!?!?!?!?!


'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'

That is the funniest shit I have ever heard

Is pretty damn funny now, but I thought it was the big C for sure! I was CUNT! No more pussy eatin for me for awhile.

[Bruce]

My update!

Dentist visit:Ã,  Not what I expected, said the inflammation of my tongue is probably a viral or yeast infection--- holy shit I know where that came from--- 'Y'Ã,  'Y'Ã,  'Kiss'Ã, Ã,  Dr. Said avoid anything that seems to make it worse.Ã,  Shit that's as hard as my quit!

On the road:Ã,  made the 5 hr trip no one is dead and I'm still quit!!

In-laws?? I left the house for a couple hours ( that would have been for my alone time with the bitch) in the past!Ã,  But not this time.Ã,  It was filled with lots of nic talk but no partaking.

Now all I have left to do is repeat the trip and in-laws tomorrow.

I QLF today and am making this late night post here to brag about it. 'na na'Ã, Ã,  'na na'Ã,  'na na'

Don't meet any guys on the internet, then go out for pie and I think you're in the clear.

I can't believe it took me so long to quit. The joy of the quit beats any buzz that is chased with a shot of Guilt and a squeeze of lie.

I Heart the Quit Life!!!!

Yea I met this guy I found online, my mother-in-law is worried about my safety, (me too). We meet up late at night for a rendezvous (sounds ghey, it's not). Now I have a face to put with all the shit talk. Never could have been prepared for reality: 5'5", 230#, skinhead, no teeth and Jamaican!
Got you first MT before you exposed the real me!

holdon....hoooold on.......

A YEAST INFECTION ON YOUR TOUNGE!?!?!?!?!


'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'

That is the funniest shit I have ever heard

[Wt57]

My update!

Dentist visit:Ã,  Not what I expected, said the inflammation of my tongue is probably a viral or yeast infection--- holy shit I know where that came from--- 'Y'Ã,  'Y'Ã,  'Kiss'Ã, Ã,  Dr. Said avoid anything that seems to make it worse.Ã,  Shit that's as hard as my quit!

On the road:Ã,  made the 5 hr trip no one is dead and I'm still quit!!

In-laws?? I left the house for a couple hours ( that would have been for my alone time with the bitch) in the past!Ã,  But not this time.Ã,  It was filled with lots of nic talk but no partaking.

Now all I have left to do is repeat the trip and in-laws tomorrow.

I QLF today and am making this late night post here to brag about it. 'na na'Ã, Ã,  'na na'Ã,  'na na'

Don't meet any guys on the internet, then go out for pie and I think you're in the clear.

I can't believe it took me so long to quit. The joy of the quit beats any buzz that is chased with a shot of Guilt and a squeeze of lie.

I Heart the Quit Life!!!!

Yea I met this guy I found online, my mother-in-law is worried about my safety, (me too). We meet up late at night for a rendezvous (sounds ghey, it's not). Now I have a face to put with all the shit talk. Never could have been prepared for reality: 5'5", 230#, skinhead, no teeth and Jamaican!
Got you first MT before you exposed the real me!

[Mthomas3824]

My update!

Dentist visit:Ã,  Not what I expected, said the inflammation of my tongue is probably a viral or yeast infection--- holy shit I know where that came from--- 'Y'Ã,  'Y'Ã,  'Kiss'Ã,  Dr. Said avoid anything that seems to make it worse.Ã,  Shit that's as hard as my quit!

On the road:Ã,  made the 5 hr trip no one is dead and I'm still quit!!

In-laws?? I left the house for a couple hours ( that would have been for my alone time with the bitch) in the past!Ã,  But not this time.Ã,  It was filled with lots of nic talk but no partaking.

Now all I have left to do is repeat the trip and in-laws tomorrow.

I QLF today and am making this late night post here to brag about it. 'na na'Ã,  'na na'Ã,  'na na'

Don't meet any guys on the internet, then go out for pie and I think you're in the clear.

I can't believe it took me so long to quit. The joy of the quit beats any buzz that is chased with a shot of Guilt and a squeeze of lie.

I Heart the Quit Life!!!!

[Wt57]

My update!

Dentist visit: Not what I expected, said the inflammation of my tongue is probably a viral or yeast infection--- holy shit I know where that came from--- 'Y' 'Y' 'Kiss' Dr. Said avoid anything that seems to make it worse. Shit that's as hard as my quit!

On the road: made the 5 hr trip no one is dead and I'm still quit!!

In-laws?? I left the house for a couple hours ( that would have been for my alone time with the bitch) in the past! But not this time. It was filled with lots of nic talk but no partaking.

Now all I have left to do is repeat the trip and in-laws tomorrow.

I QLF today and am making this late night post here to brag about it. 'na na' 'na na' 'na na'

[Wt57]

1 down 2 ya go! Dentist visit OK!Ã,  Now road trip, wife is driving I WANT A CHEW!Ã,  Then the in-laws!Ã,  Maybe just shoot me! I'm going to have to drive we're pulling a trailer we're gonna die, the wind blowing damn hard.

You don't want a chew, unless you want my boot in your ass Haha.

You got this, road trips and inlaws have given me my biggest craves to date. Hope you got fake shit for the road and alcoholic drinks for the inlaws

I have listed quite a few alternatives in a prior thread if you are interested Wt :

Seriously, u got this. Remember the constants:
1. Wind is gonna blow
2. Ur gonna panic when u ride with the wife
3. In-laws are, well, in-laws. Something about "if you can't shoot them..."
4. Craves wil come and go, but our quits are eternal (at least for today).

I sure don't want your foot up my ass! But I don't need that threat to keep me quit, I'm good just venting.

It wasn't a threat bud, just messing around with ya.

It better be a promise!

[Bruce]

1 down 2 ya go! Dentist visit OK!Ã,  Now road trip, wife is driving I WANT A CHEW!Ã,  Then the in-laws!Ã,  Maybe just shoot me! I'm going to have to drive we're pulling a trailer we're gonna die, the wind blowing damn hard.

You don't want a chew, unless you want my boot in your ass Haha.

You got this, road trips and inlaws have given me my biggest craves to date. Hope you got fake shit for the road and alcoholic drinks for the inlaws

I have listed quite a few alternatives in a prior thread if you are interested Wt :D

Seriously, u got this. Remember the constants:
1. Wind is gonna blow
2. Ur gonna panic when u ride with the wife
3. In-laws are, well, in-laws. Something about "if you can't shoot them..."
4. Craves wil come and go, but our quits are eternal (at least for today).

I sure don't want your foot up my ass! But I don't need that threat to keep me quit, I'm good just venting.

It wasn't a threat bud, just messing around with ya.

[Wt57]

1 down 2 ya go! Dentist visit OK!Ã,  Now road trip, wife is driving I WANT A CHEW!Ã,  Then the in-laws!Ã,  Maybe just shoot me! I'm going to have to drive we're pulling a trailer we're gonna die, the wind blowing damn hard.

You don't want a chew, unless you want my boot in your ass Haha.

You got this, road trips and inlaws have given me my biggest craves to date. Hope you got fake shit for the road and alcoholic drinks for the inlaws

I have listed quite a few alternatives in a prior thread if you are interested Wt :D

Seriously, u got this. Remember the constants:
1. Wind is gonna blow
2. Ur gonna panic when u ride with the wife
3. In-laws are, well, in-laws. Something about "if you can't shoot them..."
4. Craves wil come and go, but our quits are eternal (at least for today).

I sure don't want your foot up my ass! But I don't need that threat to keep me quit, I'm good just venting.

[ERDVM]

1 down 2 ya go! Dentist visit OK!Ã,  Now road trip, wife is driving I WANT A CHEW!Ã,  Then the in-laws!Ã,  Maybe just shoot me! I'm going to have to drive we're pulling a trailer we're gonna die, the wind blowing damn hard.

You don't want a chew, unless you want my boot in your ass Haha.

You got this, road trips and inlaws have given me my biggest craves to date. Hope you got fake shit for the road and alcoholic drinks for the inlaws

I have listed quite a few alternatives in a prior thread if you are interested Wt :D

Seriously, u got this. Remember the constants:
1. Wind is gonna blow
2. Ur gonna panic when u ride with the wife
3. In-laws are, well, in-laws. Something about "if you can't shoot them..."
4. Craves wil come and go, but our quits are eternal (at least for today).

[Bruce]

1 down 2 ya go! Dentist visit OK! Now road trip, wife is driving I WANT A CHEW! Then the in-laws! Maybe just shoot me! I'm going to have to drive we're pulling a trailer we're gonna die, the wind blowing damn hard.

You don't want a chew, unless you want my boot in your ass Haha.

You got this, road trips and inlaws have given me my biggest craves to date. Hope you got fake shit for the road and alcoholic drinks for the inlaws

[Wt57]

1 down 2 ya go! Dentist visit OK! Now road trip, wife is driving I WANT A CHEW! Then the in-laws! Maybe just shoot me! I'm going to have to drive we're pulling a trailer we're gonna die, the wind blowing damn hard.

[Mthomas3824]

I think addicts in general are the very best liers!Ã,  I am, or think I am. I can come her and talk trash with you younger guys, gets my testosterone out of retirement.Ã,  I can push the real me and my real feelings back into some secluded placeÃ,  in my mind.Ã,  Most of the time the opposite thing happens I can say things here I never say to people around me. I don't handle stress well and never have.Ã,  What I'm trying to get out is; the last couple weeks I've been fuckin scared--(I know what to expect) and it is probably OK.Ã,  My mouth is killing me, my tongue hurts so bad it's hard to eat.Ã,  At first I thought it was just healing,Ã,  then after couple more weeks thought it was the fake shit so I backed off it.Ã,  Getting a cleaning and check today along with a reaming from the hygienist ( last time she asked how often I brushed?Ã,  I told the bitch "everytime I come in here".Ã,  Guys thanks for listening to my rant!Ã,  I also feel your support everyday it helps to keep me going.

I feel your pain. I was freaking out too waiting to get to a dentist. Odds are, your OK. Stay strong and get that visit over with and continue with the quit.

Hang in there and keep up the posts. I am enjoying them immensely and they make my quit all that much better.

This is exactly the place to rant brother!!!

The trip to the dentist was the final smack up along side the head 'stick' I needed to quit, when I saw my teeth and gums after they took pictures... 'puking' .... I havent even thought about chewing since!

Anyway keep the great posts comming and stay quit brother!!

I'm scared most the time too. I try to talk a good game. I'm like Owen Wilson in Shanghai Noon. The scene where he squares off with the bad guy. Its going to be a shoot out....

Owen out loud says something tough, but then you hear is thoughts, "oh man what am I doing, this guy is going to kill me?"

I guess all I am trying to say is that I can relate. However, I spent so much time chewing and so much energy worrying and it didn't benefit me.

It seems to always work out. Worry about facts and reality. Not hypothetical.

Easier said than done. I sure can related though. I am tired of fear paralyzing me though. Staying quit has shown me that we have so much more ability to succeed and survive....than we think.

[Grizzly25]

I think addicts in general are the very best liers!Ã,  I am, or think I am. I can come her and talk trash with you younger guys, gets my testosterone out of retirement.Ã,  I can push the real me and my real feelings back into some secluded placeÃ,  in my mind.Ã,  Most of the time the opposite thing happens I can say things here I never say to people around me. I don't handle stress well and never have.Ã,  What I'm trying to get out is; the last couple weeks I've been fuckin scared--(I know what to expect) and it is probably OK.Ã,  My mouth is killing me, my tongue hurts so bad it's hard to eat.Ã,  At first I thought it was just healing,Ã,  then after couple more weeks thought it was the fake shit so I backed off it.Ã,  Getting a cleaning and check today along with a reaming from the hygienist ( last time she asked how often I brushed?Ã,  I told the bitch "everytime I come in here".Ã,  Guys thanks for listening to my rant!Ã,  I also feel your support everyday it helps to keep me going.

I feel your pain. I was freaking out too waiting to get to a dentist. Odds are, your OK. Stay strong and get that visit over with and continue with the quit.

Hang in there and keep up the posts. I am enjoying them immensely and they make my quit all that much better.

This is exactly the place to rant brother!!!

The trip to the dentist was the final smack up along side the head 'stick' I needed to quit, when I saw my teeth and gums after they took pictures... 'puking' .... I havent even thought about chewing since!

Anyway keep the great posts comming and stay quit brother!!

[rangy96]

I think addicts in general are the very best liers! I am, or think I am. I can come her and talk trash with you younger guys, gets my testosterone out of retirement. I can push the real me and my real feelings back into some secluded place in my mind. Most of the time the opposite thing happens I can say things here I never say to people around me. I don't handle stress well and never have. What I'm trying to get out is; the last couple weeks I've been fuckin scared--(I know what to expect) and it is probably OK. My mouth is killing me, my tongue hurts so bad it's hard to eat. At first I thought it was just healing, then after couple more weeks thought it was the fake shit so I backed off it. Getting a cleaning and check today along with a reaming from the hygienist ( last time she asked how often I brushed? I told the bitch "everytime I come in here". Guys thanks for listening to my rant! I also feel your support everyday it helps to keep me going.

I feel your pain. I was freaking out too waiting to get to a dentist. Odds are, your OK. Stay strong and get that visit over with and continue with the quit.

Hang in there and keep up the posts. I am enjoying them immensely and they make my quit all that much better.

[Wt57]

I think addicts in general are the very best liers! I am, or think I am. I can come her and talk trash with you younger guys, gets my testosterone out of retirement. I can push the real me and my real feelings back into some secluded place in my mind. Most of the time the opposite thing happens I can say things here I never say to people around me. I don't handle stress well and never have. What I'm trying to get out is; the last couple weeks I've been fuckin scared--(I know what to expect) and it is probably OK. My mouth is killing me, my tongue hurts so bad it's hard to eat. At first I thought it was just healing, then after couple more weeks thought it was the fake shit so I backed off it. Getting a cleaning and check today along with a reaming from the hygienist ( last time she asked how often I brushed? I told the bitch "everytime I come in here". Guys thanks for listening to my rant! I also feel your support everyday it helps to keep me going.