Should have done this along time ago.....DIPshit

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KingNothing

#24
August 12, 2015, 10:51:00 AM
Quote from: invader
Quote from: cjoyJumped another major hurdle yesterday. Public speaking for most of us is very stressful and is especially for me. In the past, I would prepare with a dip, not sleep the night before with a dip in the whole time, drink coffee all morning/day with a dip until the speaking engagement/presentation and then finally present/speak with a small ninja dip in my lip. Am I Tony Robbins? No. But I am not too bad.

Yesterday I presented a fairly large deal standing in front of a sizable group without a dip for preparation or a dip during. Was I anxious? Hell yes..... almost unbearable, almost. However, once I started I was on my "A" game! Won over the room and left nothing to question. Did we get the deal....not sure yet. But I got past a major part of my business life without using nic to deal with my anxiety. Big day. Big fucking day!

Day 36 today. Quitting again.
Well done, man! Yet another thing you've proven to yourself is doable without a mouthful of poison. Keep kicking ass!
Congratulations on this win big fella. You earned this ODAAT and with more resolve than any of those soft-bellied professionals in that room with you yesterday. Keep it up CJoy, you're rocking it!
"Fuck nicotine dude. You don't need it. And you don't want it. It didn't do a thing for you and you know it." - worktowin
"today you dissided that shit wont control your life. and it wont. unless you let it." - drome
"Not thinking about nicotine is for people who've never used nicotine. We threw that option away with the first dip or drag on a cigarette. We are addicts, and cannot become un-addicted." - wildirish317
"You need to decide how much you really want to be quit." - pky1520
We are always at risk. And probably always will be. That is why I will never get "too quit" to post my +1. Every. Damn. Day. - geis2597

Intro
Freedom Tastes So Good

Quit: 7/10/15, HOF: 10/17/15, 2nd Floor: 1/25/16, 3rd Floor: 5/4/16, 1 year: 7/10/16 4th Floor: 8/12/16, 5th Floor: 11/20/16, 6th Floor: 2/28/17, 7th Floor: 6/8/17, 2 years: 7/10/17, 8th Floor: 9/16/17, 9th Floor: 12/25/17, Comma: 4/4/18, 3 years: 7/10/18, 11th Floor: 7/13/18

invader

#23
August 12, 2015, 09:08:00 AM
Quote from: cjoyJumped another major hurdle yesterday. Public speaking for most of us is very stressful and is especially for me. In the past, I would prepare with a dip, not sleep the night before with a dip in the whole time, drink coffee all morning/day with a dip until the speaking engagement/presentation and then finally present/speak with a small ninja dip in my lip. Am I Tony Robbins? No. But I am not too bad.

Yesterday I presented a fairly large deal standing in front of a sizable group without a dip for preparation or a dip during. Was I anxious? Hell yes..... almost unbearable, almost. However, once I started I was on my "A" game! Won over the room and left nothing to question. Did we get the deal....not sure yet. But I got past a major part of my business life without using nic to deal with my anxiety. Big day. Big fucking day!

Day 36 today. Quitting again.
Well done, man! Yet another thing you've proven to yourself is doable without a mouthful of poison. Keep kicking ass!

cjoy

#22
August 12, 2015, 08:46:00 AM
Jumped another major hurdle yesterday. Public speaking for most of us is very stressful and is especially for me. In the past, I would prepare with a dip, not sleep the night before with a dip in the whole time, drink coffee all morning/day with a dip until the speaking engagement/presentation and then finally present/speak with a small ninja dip in my lip. Am I Tony Robbins? No. But I am not too bad.

Yesterday I presented a fairly large deal standing in front of a sizable group without a dip for preparation or a dip during. Was I anxious? Hell yes..... almost unbearable, almost. However, once I started I was on my "A" game! Won over the room and left nothing to question. Did we get the deal....not sure yet. But I got past a major part of my business life without using nic to deal with my anxiety. Big day. Big fucking day!

Day 36 today. Quitting again.
"Exploding Diarrhea" KN
"The end of each day without nicotine is my daily hall of fame" QuitinCA
"Hate to break it to you sunshine, life is not all princesses and unicorns." Candoit


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pab1964

#21
August 10, 2015, 11:08:00 AM
Quote from: cjoyDay 34 --- After a full week of camping with very little issue I return to work today ...back in a fog and with anxiety. WTF?!?

I quit again today. I hate dip!
CJ my brother, it's part of it. Remember we done this shit to ourselves, embrace it and remember these days before you ever stick that shit in your mouth! No matter, you got this and we're all behind you! Quit on!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

cjoy

#20
August 10, 2015, 10:55:00 AM
Day 34 --- After a full week of camping with very little issue I return to work today ...back in a fog and with anxiety. WTF?!?

I quit again today. I hate dip!
"Exploding Diarrhea" KN
"The end of each day without nicotine is my daily hall of fame" QuitinCA
"Hate to break it to you sunshine, life is not all princesses and unicorns." Candoit


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KingNothing

#19
August 05, 2015, 11:42:00 AM
Quote from: cjoyDay 29. Second day of camping. Had a few beers last night by the fire. Didn't even think of dip until I woke up this morning. Fought the crave. Still quit.

I know that she is always lurking but I am getting stronger by the day.
Good win CJ. Proud to QLF with you for another day!
"Fuck nicotine dude. You don't need it. And you don't want it. It didn't do a thing for you and you know it." - worktowin
"today you dissided that shit wont control your life. and it wont. unless you let it." - drome
"Not thinking about nicotine is for people who've never used nicotine. We threw that option away with the first dip or drag on a cigarette. We are addicts, and cannot become un-addicted." - wildirish317
"You need to decide how much you really want to be quit." - pky1520
We are always at risk. And probably always will be. That is why I will never get "too quit" to post my +1. Every. Damn. Day. - geis2597

Intro
Freedom Tastes So Good

Quit: 7/10/15, HOF: 10/17/15, 2nd Floor: 1/25/16, 3rd Floor: 5/4/16, 1 year: 7/10/16 4th Floor: 8/12/16, 5th Floor: 11/20/16, 6th Floor: 2/28/17, 7th Floor: 6/8/17, 2 years: 7/10/17, 8th Floor: 9/16/17, 9th Floor: 12/25/17, Comma: 4/4/18, 3 years: 7/10/18, 11th Floor: 7/13/18

cjoy

#18
August 05, 2015, 09:00:00 AM
Day 29. Second day of camping. Had a few beers last night by the fire. Didn't even think of dip until I woke up this morning. Fought the crave. Still quit.

I know that she is always lurking but I am getting stronger by the day.
"Exploding Diarrhea" KN
"The end of each day without nicotine is my daily hall of fame" QuitinCA
"Hate to break it to you sunshine, life is not all princesses and unicorns." Candoit


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cjoy

#17
July 30, 2015, 04:36:00 PM
Quote from: KingNothing
Quote from: cjoyDay 24 - Went to the doctor today. Fighting anxiety and all the shit that it does to your body. Checked out fine physically. He prescribed lexipro and xanex. My wife said there is no way in hell she will let me take Lexapro. "you are not trading one drug for another". I simply said yes mam.

Quit On!
I'm not a doc so I'll leave those erectile dysfunction decisions to your doc, you, and your wife. Doesn't take a doc to know that I am quit with you all day today though, so there's that!
Ha! perfect!
"Exploding Diarrhea" KN
"The end of each day without nicotine is my daily hall of fame" QuitinCA
"Hate to break it to you sunshine, life is not all princesses and unicorns." Candoit


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KingNothing

#16
July 30, 2015, 03:39:00 PM
Quote from: cjoyDay 24 - Went to the doctor today. Fighting anxiety and all the shit that it does to your body. Checked out fine physically. He prescribed lexipro and xanex. My wife said there is no way in hell she will let me take Lexapro. "you are not trading one drug for another". I simply said yes mam.

Quit On!
I'm not a doc so I'll leave those erectile dysfunction decisions to your doc, you, and your wife. Doesn't take a doc to know that I am quit with you all day today though, so there's that!
"Fuck nicotine dude. You don't need it. And you don't want it. It didn't do a thing for you and you know it." - worktowin
"today you dissided that shit wont control your life. and it wont. unless you let it." - drome
"Not thinking about nicotine is for people who've never used nicotine. We threw that option away with the first dip or drag on a cigarette. We are addicts, and cannot become un-addicted." - wildirish317
"You need to decide how much you really want to be quit." - pky1520
We are always at risk. And probably always will be. That is why I will never get "too quit" to post my +1. Every. Damn. Day. - geis2597

Intro
Freedom Tastes So Good

Quit: 7/10/15, HOF: 10/17/15, 2nd Floor: 1/25/16, 3rd Floor: 5/4/16, 1 year: 7/10/16 4th Floor: 8/12/16, 5th Floor: 11/20/16, 6th Floor: 2/28/17, 7th Floor: 6/8/17, 2 years: 7/10/17, 8th Floor: 9/16/17, 9th Floor: 12/25/17, Comma: 4/4/18, 3 years: 7/10/18, 11th Floor: 7/13/18

cjoy

#15
July 30, 2015, 03:36:00 PM
Day 24 - Went to the doctor today. Fighting anxiety and all the shit that it does to your body. Checked out fine physically. He prescribed lexipro and xanex. My wife said there is no way in hell she will let me take Lexapro. "you are not trading one drug for another". I simply said yes mam.

Quit On!
"Exploding Diarrhea" KN
"The end of each day without nicotine is my daily hall of fame" QuitinCA
"Hate to break it to you sunshine, life is not all princesses and unicorns." Candoit


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ChristopherJ

#14
July 29, 2015, 01:07:00 PM
Quote from: KingNothing
Quote from: cjoy
Quote from: mizzoubuffWith ya man, that skoal long cut is my bane too...mint...went extra bc cheaper...did the ninja thing at work too, and its banned at work and I was warned...who risks a great job for chew? An addict is who...keep the fight!
Day 23 - Not too dizzy today. Actually feel somewhat human. I kinda like this.
Nice CJ. Never going back.
And it keeps getting better cjoy! I'm a (former) long time ninja dipper who discovers new benefits of being free every day. You got this. ODAAT.

CJ
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.

KingNothing

#13
July 29, 2015, 11:13:00 AM
Quote from: cjoy
Quote from: mizzoubuffWith ya man, that skoal long cut is my bane too...mint...went extra bc cheaper...did the ninja thing at work too, and its banned at work and I was warned...who risks a great job for chew? An addict is who...keep the fight!
Day 23 - Not too dizzy today. Actually feel somewhat human. I kinda like this.
Nice CJ. Never going back.
"Fuck nicotine dude. You don't need it. And you don't want it. It didn't do a thing for you and you know it." - worktowin
"today you dissided that shit wont control your life. and it wont. unless you let it." - drome
"Not thinking about nicotine is for people who've never used nicotine. We threw that option away with the first dip or drag on a cigarette. We are addicts, and cannot become un-addicted." - wildirish317
"You need to decide how much you really want to be quit." - pky1520
We are always at risk. And probably always will be. That is why I will never get "too quit" to post my +1. Every. Damn. Day. - geis2597

Intro
Freedom Tastes So Good

Quit: 7/10/15, HOF: 10/17/15, 2nd Floor: 1/25/16, 3rd Floor: 5/4/16, 1 year: 7/10/16 4th Floor: 8/12/16, 5th Floor: 11/20/16, 6th Floor: 2/28/17, 7th Floor: 6/8/17, 2 years: 7/10/17, 8th Floor: 9/16/17, 9th Floor: 12/25/17, Comma: 4/4/18, 3 years: 7/10/18, 11th Floor: 7/13/18

cjoy

#12
July 29, 2015, 08:35:00 AM
Quote from: mizzoubuffWith ya man, that skoal long cut is my bane too...mint...went extra bc cheaper...did the ninja thing at work too, and its banned at work and I was warned...who risks a great job for chew? An addict is who...keep the fight!
Day 23 - Not too dizzy today. Actually feel somewhat human. I kinda like this.
"Exploding Diarrhea" KN
"The end of each day without nicotine is my daily hall of fame" QuitinCA
"Hate to break it to you sunshine, life is not all princesses and unicorns." Candoit


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mizzoubuff

#11
July 28, 2015, 11:01:00 PM
With ya man, that skoal long cut is my bane too...mint...went extra bc cheaper...did the ninja thing at work too, and its banned at work and I was warned...who risks a great job for chew? An addict is who...keep the fight!
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