What's up. My name is Alex, im located in the Cincinnati area. At this very moment I am banging my head on my desk shoving sunflower seed after sunflower seed into my mouth.
Its sad.
How did I get here? A friend of mine turned me on to Grizzly Wintergreen about 4 years ago when we we're playing paintball. I remember running through the woods and getting hit by a giant buzz and i tripped and fell over my own feet into a mud puddle.
I was disgusted by that first dip, and i felt like shit. But I gave it a few more tries and eventually I enjoyed doing it, and peer pressure really did get me hooked. It was a great buzz, and made life easier.
As most of you know, dipping is not exactly a turn-on for the ladies. I have hidden my disgusting habit from my gf. She, literally, has no idea that i'm hooked on this garbage. Tobacco is a reason i lie to my girlfriend, who is the greatest person in the world. I'm a terrible person, I know... and I plan on telling her.
Here are my plans:
One day at a time. Today, I finished off my (hopefully) last tin. I went and purchased bags and bags of sunflower seeds. Tell the girlfriend that I've been lying to her, and that I have a tobacco addiction that I'm working on getting over. Tomorrow morning I will most likely purchase the gum. I'm in school and that sudden nicotine-less euphoria might cause me to blow my brains out. 'Remshot'
Im glad I stumbled on this community, I hope you guys will be able to lend some good advice to kicking this fucking habit. 'crackup'
