I reread the 100 benefits of quitting dip last night. I remember the first time I read it. It was probably one of the first things I read on ktc.. I told myself "see I dont have a problem I maybe related to 6 of them and that's it."
3,15,17,18,23,26,27,28,29,37,39,40,42,47,48,49,50,53,54
57,58,60,63,64,66,71,72,73,74,76,77,79,80,82,83,85,87
89,92,96,98,99,100
Crazy how being sober your way of thinking is completely different than an addict using way of thinking. Notice how i said addict using. My name is 6strang I'm an addict and will always be an addict.
I have been spending A LOT of time in chat.. (shoutout to my peeps who's seen my nudes.)
Last night as I did last call for Troll Confessions (inside joke). Someone joined the chat.. I was licking my chops everyone knows I love saying HELLO. This man went to tell me his story about how he has been quit for a week and started dropping some hardcore questions about quitting and how he was feeling. It was a bit intimidating at first. It's just me and him. He trusted me to be vulnerable. So I did what everyone loves see me doing.. and that's just talk. I took all the wisdom I learned on ktc and just told him how I felt about what he had told me. I told him all that matters is right here right now. I told him about nicotine withdrawls range from really shitty to really fucking shitty. I sent him some nudes and the link to ktc he said thank you and actually joined.
I'm not telling you this to brag or anything. Trust me I TOOT my horn all over this site, I just want to talk to you about post Hof...
You hit a 100 days now what?
Early in my quit I was taught about the next man up concept. That even at 14 days of quit you can look like a God to a day 1 quitter. You never know when your advise can be the reason a noobie survives another day in hell. Theres posting support for new groups. Maybe give out your number to someone new. I'm trying to resurrect the chat group come stop by and say hello. Little reminders of why you quit strengthens your quit in the long run. Being at a 100 days doesnt mean that you are cured. 100 days simply means that you can be quit if you want to. Every day after that is a test if you really want to STAY quit. Never let your guard down. Never take your foot of the pedal for any reason .. Dont believe me go message some old school quitters that are still around. They treat everyday like its important. They work their asses off everyday the same way since day 1. Staying quit is a privilege, something that you can give up in a heartbeat(Thanks Brad). Dont ever get complacent. I really dont know how to end this so I leave you with this. To anyone who is reading this.. The chat is really fun. I know some of you join and its empty like a ghost town. But keep trying. There have been many days where the chat used to feel like back in day. If you keep trying sooner or later you will find a group having a blast... best advise to you if you see giggles and lols... DONT SCROLL UP
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