Hey brothers, I just wanted to touch base and let you guys know that I'm right there with you (Day 6er).
Embrace the suck (Not sure if that's this same forum but it's something I picked up years ago). I have this ridiculous repetitive habit nowadays where I buy a can after work or after having a few beers, dip it for a night, and toss it. Repeat. It's also gotten to the point now where if I dip then I start to give into other addictions which I won't get into...
I know for a fact my body hates it, it clogs my sinuses damn near instantly at this point and yes I've been to the ENT before for my sore throat that I'm experiencing yet again.
I'm not here to sing you a song, just to let you guys know where I'm at. I'm so over it and must remind myself how shitty it makes me feel even though that part of my mind (that we all know) is screaming at me otherwise, every single time I go down this road; And let me tell you how cunningly deceitful and powerful that voice is..Addiction..It's a bitch but it's all self-inflicted.
I don't know how you guys feel about it but I can't have a beer at this point; I'd say realistically for 3-6 months, and even then I have to watch myself very closely...Can anyone relate to this? If my buds invite me out for brews it's just a no go for a while.
I will not be beaten by this, thanks for listening! Kick some ass this year and cheers!