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Offline Keith0617

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #610 on: December 23, 2023, 10:32:46 AM »
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #609 on: December 22, 2023, 12:37:39 PM »
Keith0617 1905 ODAAT with all of you. Thankful to be quit again for the holidays.
Day 194
Depression has lifted some as well as the anxiety. Maybe a Christmas miracle? I hope so. Thanks to all of you for being here with me. I promise not to dip today.
Worktowin 4,016. Christmas starts today. Opened gifts this morning with Amy. Headed to brothers family this afternoon.  Honored to quit with you.
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 |

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"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #608 on: December 22, 2023, 12:19:47 PM »
Keith0617 1905 ODAAT with all of you. Thankful to be quit again for the holidays.
Day 194
Depression has lifted some as well as the anxiety. Maybe a Christmas miracle? I hope so. Thanks to all of you for being here with me. I promise not to dip today.
Worktowin 4,016. Christmas starts today. Opened gifts this morning with Amy. Headed to brothers family this afternoon.  Honored to quit with you.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #607 on: December 22, 2023, 10:09:10 AM »
Keith0617 1905 ODAAT with all of you. Thankful to be quit again for the holidays.
Day 194
Depression has lifted some as well as the anxiety. Maybe a Christmas miracle? I hope so. Thanks to all of you for being here with me. I promise not to dip today.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #606 on: December 22, 2023, 09:29:41 AM »
Keith0617 1905 ODAAT with all of you. Thankful to be quit again for the holidays.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #605 on: December 21, 2023, 10:58:13 PM »
worktowin 4,015.  Last dat of work for a while!  Honored to quit with you today!
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Day 193
Depression. I promise to not dip today.
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Stranger999 3,030  Merry Christmas!  The further away I get from my day 1 the more I like holidays.   8)  I think the goalposts are different for every quitter, but at some point the brain heals and moves on.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #604 on: December 21, 2023, 02:52:20 PM »
worktowin 4,015.  Last dat of work for a while!  Honored to quit with you today!
MN/2,797 with Steve and all you TODAY.
Day 193
Depression. I promise to not dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #603 on: December 21, 2023, 12:37:40 PM »
worktowin 4,015.  Last dat of work for a while!  Honored to quit with you today!
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Depression. I promise to not dip today.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #602 on: December 21, 2023, 10:09:56 AM »
worktowin 4,015.  Last dat of work for a while!  Honored to quit with you today!
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #601 on: December 21, 2023, 09:50:50 AM »
worktowin 4,015.  Last dat of work for a while!  Honored to quit with you today!

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #600 on: December 20, 2023, 03:15:16 PM »
Day 192
Anxiety/Depression still fucking with me. Doesn’t even feel like Christmas this year. Just gotta fake it til I make it I guess. Nicotine is just pure evil. Get away and stay away from it.
Today i promise not to dip.
MN/2,796 days of freedom today; with Steve as he continues to battle. QLAMF ODAAT
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worktowin 4,014.  Will be your first Christmas in a while where you aren't lying to your family to sneak away and get your fix from an addiction that was stealing your health, wealth, and family relationships.   While you are in your funk, don't forget this fact.  No pain, no gain.  The stoppage that you had last time had no pain, and so you caved and let your addiction take over your life.  This time there is pain.  I don't mean this to be a dick at all, but dude I'm glad this one is hard.  Because you need to remember what nicotine did to you.  You are doing this the right way, with a team, and keeping track of the truth.  Nicotine can fuck off.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #599 on: December 20, 2023, 12:17:18 PM »
Day 192
Anxiety/Depression still fucking with me. Doesn’t even feel like Christmas this year. Just gotta fake it til I make it I guess. Nicotine is just pure evil. Get away and stay away from it.
Today i promise not to dip.
MN/2,796 days of freedom today; with Steve as he continues to battle. QLAMF ODAAT
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #598 on: December 20, 2023, 09:30:13 AM »
Day 192
Anxiety/Depression still fucking with me. Doesn’t even feel like Christmas this year. Just gotta fake it til I make it I guess. Nicotine is just pure evil. Get away and stay away from it.
Today i promise not to dip.
MN/2,796 days of freedom today; with Steve as he continues to battle. QLAMF ODAAT
Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #597 on: December 20, 2023, 06:31:58 AM »
Day 192
Anxiety/Depression still fucking with me. Doesn’t even feel like Christmas this year. Just gotta fake it til I make it I guess. Nicotine is just pure evil. Get away and stay away from it.
Today i promise not to dip.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #596 on: December 19, 2023, 02:41:46 PM »
Day 191
Anxiety is still here. Fist thing as I opened my eyes was the feeling of dread. Here we go again.
I promise to not dip today.
MN/2,795 - while probably not much consolation, your presence and struggles are helping renew and strengthen my resolve 7.5+ years into my quit. So your struggles are not in vain; they help provide motivation for others who need revitalization in their quit journey. Someday, the tables will be turned and you will be drawing strength from someone else's early quit journey.

Keep fighting Steve; 24 hours a time.
Yep I never want to go through this agony again. This is brutal. Non stop anxiety and depression. Cig smokers got it easy when they quit. Few weeks and it’s done.
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