Day 192
Anxiety/Depression still fucking with me. Doesn’t even feel like Christmas this year. Just gotta fake it til I make it I guess. Nicotine is just pure evil. Get away and stay away from it.
Today i promise not to dip.
MN/2,796 days of freedom today; with Steve as he continues to battle. QLAMF ODAAT
Keith0617 1903 ODAAT
worktowin 4,014. Will be your first Christmas in a while where you aren't lying to your family to sneak away and get your fix from an addiction that was stealing your health, wealth, and family relationships. While you are in your funk, don't forget this fact. No pain, no gain. The stoppage that you had last time had no pain, and so you caved and let your addiction take over your life. This time there is pain. I don't mean this to be a dick at all, but dude I'm glad this one is hard. Because you need to remember what nicotine did to you. You are doing this the right way, with a team, and keeping track of the truth. Nicotine can fuck off.