Today is a beautiful one. Nicotine free, and sober for the first time in recent memory. All the setbacks...all the mental anguish...all the down times, when LOOT felt like the only SOB on the planet...all the times LOOT flt as though he'd turned his back on his best friend...alll that stuff was worth every moment of pain and self loathing on days like today. The feeling of being totally in control of mind/body/spirit are the greatest reward LOOT can think of. Thanks to you all for making it possible.
Sincerely.