Got my mind made up......started when I was 15 and I'm turning 50 on the 19th of June.....So, the 18th will be my last day. This is it baby, no more having to run to 7-11 at 11 PM, no more having to find my can at 4 in the morning when I wake up to pee, no more sore lip. I've fuckin had it. wish me luck?