Now that I've hit the 60's I'm feeling good...and wondering how much better the last 28 years might have been without this crap.
For the first time in my life I am not thinking how much I hate myself for doing this. I've wanted to quit for the last 27.9999 years. The only way I can forgive myself is to stay quit...which is pretty easy now actually, thanks to my savior on earth, KTC.org.
You newbies. Stay quit. Its worth the pain....and it does get better.