Day 8 is upon me... and I feel terrific! Day 4 was the last difficult day I had. Im still doing this one day at a time, but somehow this has been not so bad once I got past the first 4 days. I went through 1 can of Smokey Mtn herbal snuff over about 3 days, and yesterday my can of mint hooch snuff came in. I cant decide which one I like better. I think the Hooch looks and feels a little bit more like the real thing, but I never was a fan of fine cut. Hooch is very fine and for me is difficult to pinch. But once you get it packed in, its hard to tell the difference other than the taste, which is well.... herbal... nonetheless good though. After this can of Hooch, I think Ill be ready to go without anything in my lip at all. I feel like the oral fixation has been more than half the battle here, but now that the nic is totally out of my system, its easier to fight off the cravings just to have something packed in my lip. I may keep a can of Smokey Mtn around, just to ward off evil spirits that might be looming over me the very second something horrible happens in my life and makes me want to cave. I will say that God is good. Ive spent a great deal of time praying about this decision Ive made to quit, and I think God has smiled upon me for not killing myself anymore and allowing His plan for me to seek itself out. I will pray for you guys too (if thats cool) Again, thanks for all the support you all have given. I definitely wouldnt be this far without you!
Whip
