The family just reinforced what I'm trying to do.
Spontaneously (yeah right, I know it was my wifes' doin', but God Bless Her) my 6yr old just came in and said "daddy, I'm so proud of you for quittin' chewin'". Then my 11yr old came in and said the same. Funny thing is..........I could tell it wasn't B.S. They really are happy I'm quittin'. Particularly my 11yr old. She has been after me about it for quite some time. They know what can happen.
What kind of F!@$ing daddy, role model, or inspiration am I to my own children if I am so F!@#ing weak I can't beat a chemical addiction in order to show them how much I want to see them grow up and have their own families.
Quittin' Ain't Shit!!!!Livin' Is Where It's At!!!!!