hey y'all.
It is 5:00 am here in Clemson, south carolina. I am new to this site and I have absolutely no idea how to operate or even if i am posting correctly. I have been a dipper for a few years, now in my Junior year in college, at 5:00 am on a thursday morning, I have decided I have had enough. My dipping started in high school and got progressively worse. I dip the most when I study, as I am doing now at 5:00 am, and when I drive, especially on my long road trips back home to VA. I have always wanted to quit, but always had that "nah, cancer wont happen to me attitude". The first big motivator in my recent reason to quit is for myself. The test I am studying for now is biochemistry, and ironically, we are studying about diseases and how their causes, and we talked about how nicotine and tobacco cause cancer. I must say, my heart sank in that lecture hall. I have a bad addiction, I dip a ton, more so now than ever because I have been studying more now than ever. I just took my last dip about 20 minutes ago, and emptied out my can in the trash-can. I know I have the mental ability to do this, I will just need some help, because the environment I live in is not going to provide me with the support I will need.
Thanks yall,
Patrick