I dont ever really want to say I understand forgetting to post roll.
I want to think about dip.
I want to remember how it controlled my life.
I want to remember how it almost cost me everything.
I want to remember the anger.
I want to remember the time lost.
I want to remember everything I have become.
I want to remember what it took to get here
I want to remember how far I still have to go.
I never want it to be excusable.