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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #31 on: February 19, 2016, 12:11:00 AM »
You got this Wep! You have been through hell and back multiple times. I am proud to be your quit brother. I quit with you today and every day going forward!

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #30 on: February 18, 2016, 09:58:00 PM »
Here I am and day 70 of what I can only explain as the quit from hell. After nearly 20 years of dipping And several failed attempts at quitting, I stumbled onto KTC and thought this is great I can do this. Then my wife of 23 years decides that as I'm getting my life back in my control that she wants a divorce.....I've been replaced be a model half my age.... Ok set back....and temptation but I didn't cave. Then I go to the dentist and 20 years of abuse and neglect have to be paid.... Lots of dental work and pain later the dentist tells me the spot on my jaw could be an infection, a tract created by a sinus infection to drain, or cancer. Another set back.....well I didn't cave then either. Now I start getting my life put back together and the soon to be ex wife tries to take my kids from me with 2 days out of 14 cause in her twisted world that's fair. Once again set back and temptation but still no cave. I will not be a slave to nicotine or a manipulative woman again!!!!!!!!

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #29 on: January 26, 2016, 11:50:00 PM »
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Today is day 46 of my quit, and day 7 of my wife walking out on 23 years of marriage. Tonight the nic bitch tried her hand, on the way home I had to stop at the mini mart. She started whispering why are you still trying, she's gone, why do you care, just get a dip and enjoy it. At least I resisted but she is getting tricky. Why are all the women in my life so detrimental to my health lol!!! Didn't matter I'm still quit so 'Finger' nicotine
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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #28 on: January 26, 2016, 09:51:00 PM »
Today is day 46 of my quit, and day 7 of my wife walking out on 23 years of marriage. Tonight the nic bitch tried her hand, on the way home I had to stop at the mini mart. She started whispering why are you still trying, she's gone, why do you care, just get a dip and enjoy it. At least I resisted but she is getting tricky. Why are all the women in my life so detrimental to my health lol!!! Didn't matter I'm still quit so 'Finger' nicotine

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #27 on: January 25, 2016, 06:56:00 AM »
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After 30+ days into my quit, it turned into not just the week from hell but the quit from hell too. On top of having an all day crave over the weekend, I did not cave. On Tuesday my wife of 23 years decides that now (after I quit dip of coarse) she wants a divorce. Didn't cave then either, then Thursday the dentist says a spot on my gum is either an abscess, a sinus infection that created a track to my gum, or cancer. Still didn't cave. Tonight I'm informed I need out of what was my home tomorrow so she ( soon to be exwife can move on with her life). Still haven't caved. Nic bitch is kind scared of me right now cause now I'm just getting pissed off. And karma can back the fuck off too I'm about sick of her shit too. But I am still quit and I win. This can be done just reach to those who support you instead of a can of death.
That's what I call a badass quitter right there!
Welcome to the brotherhood! It is going to be a long crazy ride but all of us in the BROTHERHOOD are behind you 100%.
Make that promise to not pick that can up ever again, you will want to, but don't give in to the Nic Bitch. She will whisper sweet nothings in your ear to get you to re-commit to her, I now she is sexy to look, she is a 10 right now, but like the saying goes, I went to bed at 2 with a 10 and woke up at 10 with a 2. That's what she will look like after some time a 2, then she will just disgust you to look at her. Hang in there we are all here for you! 'bang head'
2 days since losing my home, my kids and my wife....I do get to see the kids but it's not the same. Through all this my cravings have been minimal, been to busy worrying about where I'm going to sleep, when will I eat again, when will I see my kids again. I don't even have the urge to dip. My kids above all else. I'm now finishing day 44 of my quit. I will beat this....all of it!!!!
Yes you will wep odaat, you will get your life back! We're all with you. Real men never give up!
Hang strong wepdoc - just like with quitting, you can get through this all one day at a time. Don't ever worry about things being "the same". There will be a new life and it will be better.
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #26 on: January 24, 2016, 09:49:00 PM »
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Quote from: Cope30
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Quote from: Wepdoc
After 30+ days into my quit, it turned into not just the week from hell but the quit from hell too. On top of having an all day crave over the weekend, I did not cave. On Tuesday my wife of 23 years decides that now (after I quit dip of coarse) she wants a divorce. Didn't cave then either, then Thursday the dentist says a spot on my gum is either an abscess, a sinus infection that created a track to my gum, or cancer. Still didn't cave. Tonight I'm informed I need out of what was my home tomorrow so she ( soon to be exwife can move on with her life). Still haven't caved. Nic bitch is kind scared of me right now cause now I'm just getting pissed off. And karma can back the fuck off too I'm about sick of her shit too. But I am still quit and I win. This can be done just reach to those who support you instead of a can of death.
That's what I call a badass quitter right there!
Welcome to the brotherhood! It is going to be a long crazy ride but all of us in the BROTHERHOOD are behind you 100%.
Make that promise to not pick that can up ever again, you will want to, but don't give in to the Nic Bitch. She will whisper sweet nothings in your ear to get you to re-commit to her, I now she is sexy to look, she is a 10 right now, but like the saying goes, I went to bed at 2 with a 10 and woke up at 10 with a 2. That's what she will look like after some time a 2, then she will just disgust you to look at her. Hang in there we are all here for you! 'bang head'
2 days since losing my home, my kids and my wife....I do get to see the kids but it's not the same. Through all this my cravings have been minimal, been to busy worrying about where I'm going to sleep, when will I eat again, when will I see my kids again. I don't even have the urge to dip. My kids above all else. I'm now finishing day 44 of my quit. I will beat this....all of it!!!!
Yes you will wep odaat, you will get your life back! We're all with you. Real men never give up!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #25 on: January 24, 2016, 09:34:00 PM »
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Quote from: Wepdoc
After 30+ days into my quit, it turned into not just the week from hell but the quit from hell too. On top of having an all day crave over the weekend, I did not cave. On Tuesday my wife of 23 years decides that now (after I quit dip of coarse) she wants a divorce. Didn't cave then either, then Thursday the dentist says a spot on my gum is either an abscess, a sinus infection that created a track to my gum, or cancer. Still didn't cave. Tonight I'm informed I need out of what was my home tomorrow so she ( soon to be exwife can move on with her life). Still haven't caved. Nic bitch is kind scared of me right now cause now I'm just getting pissed off. And karma can back the fuck off too I'm about sick of her shit too. But I am still quit and I win. This can be done just reach to those who support you instead of a can of death.
That's what I call a badass quitter right there!
Welcome to the brotherhood! It is going to be a long crazy ride but all of us in the BROTHERHOOD are behind you 100%.
Make that promise to not pick that can up ever again, you will want to, but don't give in to the Nic Bitch. She will whisper sweet nothings in your ear to get you to re-commit to her, I now she is sexy to look, she is a 10 right now, but like the saying goes, I went to bed at 2 with a 10 and woke up at 10 with a 2. That's what she will look like after some time a 2, then she will just disgust you to look at her. Hang in there we are all here for you! 'bang head'
2 days since losing my home, my kids and my wife....I do get to see the kids but it's not the same. Through all this my cravings have been minimal, been to busy worrying about where I'm going to sleep, when will I eat again, when will I see my kids again. I don't even have the urge to dip. My kids above all else. I'm now finishing day 44 of my quit. I will beat this....all of it!!!!

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #24 on: January 23, 2016, 09:09:00 PM »
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After 30+ days into my quit, it turned into not just the week from hell but the quit from hell too. On top of having an all day crave over the weekend, I did not cave. On Tuesday my wife of 23 years decides that now (after I quit dip of coarse) she wants a divorce. Didn't cave then either, then Thursday the dentist says a spot on my gum is either an abscess, a sinus infection that created a track to my gum, or cancer. Still didn't cave. Tonight I'm informed I need out of what was my home tomorrow so she ( soon to be exwife can move on with her life). Still haven't caved. Nic bitch is kind scared of me right now cause now I'm just getting pissed off. And karma can back the fuck off too I'm about sick of her shit too. But I am still quit and I win. This can be done just reach to those who support you instead of a can of death.
That's what I call a badass quitter right there!
Welcome to the brotherhood! It is going to be a long crazy ride but all of us in the BROTHERHOOD are behind you 100%.
Make that promise to not pick that can up ever again, you will want to, but don't give in to the Nic Bitch. She will whisper sweet nothings in your ear to get you to re-commit to her, I now she is sexy to look, she is a 10 right now, but like the saying goes, I went to bed at 2 with a 10 and woke up at 10 with a 2. That's what she will look like after some time a 2, then she will just disgust you to look at her. Hang in there we are all here for you! 'bang head'
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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #23 on: January 23, 2016, 08:22:00 PM »
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After 30+ days into my quit, it turned into not just the week from hell but the quit from hell too. On top of having an all day crave over the weekend, I did not cave. On Tuesday my wife of 23 years decides that now (after I quit dip of coarse) she wants a divorce. Didn't cave then either, then Thursday the dentist says a spot on my gum is either an abscess, a sinus infection that created a track to my gum, or cancer. Still didn't cave. Tonight I'm informed I need out of what was my home tomorrow so she ( soon to be exwife can move on with her life). Still haven't caved. Nic bitch is kind scared of me right now cause now I'm just getting pissed off. And karma can back the fuck off too I'm about sick of her shit too. But I am still quit and I win. This can be done just reach to those who support you instead of a can of death.
That's what I call a badass quitter right there!
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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #22 on: January 23, 2016, 03:23:00 PM »
I don't know why we are tested like we are sometimes, but your strength is inspiring to me and others. I QLF with you Today.

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #21 on: January 23, 2016, 12:08:00 PM »
You got this Wep! Look at it this way, it can't get any worse and can only get better from here. You are very strong mentally from what I see and you can overcome anything life throws your way. I am truly impressed that you are the man that you are!!!

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #20 on: January 23, 2016, 03:20:00 AM »
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After 30+ days into my quit, it turned into not just the week from hell but the quit from hell too. On top of having an all day crave over the weekend, I did not cave. On Tuesday my wife of 23 years decides that now (after I quit dip of coarse) she wants a divorce. Didn't cave then either, then Thursday the dentist says a spot on my gum is either an abscess, a sinus infection that created a track to my gum, or cancer. Still didn't cave. Tonight I'm informed I need out of what was my home tomorrow so she ( soon to be exwife can move on with her life). Still haven't caved. Nic bitch is kind scared of me right now cause now I'm just getting pissed off. And karma can back the fuck off too I'm about sick of her shit too. But I am still quit and I win. This can be done just reach to those who support you instead of a can of death.
'clap' Well done bro. The strength of your quit is measured by your ability to remain strong even in the tough moments of life. You have measured well. Keep using your tools and life will HAVE to get better. I'll quit with you today!

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #19 on: January 23, 2016, 12:10:00 AM »
After 30+ days into my quit, it turned into not just the week from hell but the quit from hell too. On top of having an all day crave over the weekend, I did not cave. On Tuesday my wife of 23 years decides that now (after I quit dip of coarse) she wants a divorce. Didn't cave then either, then Thursday the dentist says a spot on my gum is either an abscess, a sinus infection that created a track to my gum, or cancer. Still didn't cave. Tonight I'm informed I need out of what was my home tomorrow so she ( soon to be exwife can move on with her life). Still haven't caved. Nic bitch is kind scared of me right now cause now I'm just getting pissed off. And karma can back the fuck off too I'm about sick of her shit too. But I am still quit and I win. This can be done just reach to those who support you instead of a can of death.

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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #18 on: January 08, 2016, 06:41:00 PM »
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After 18 years of putting that crap in my mouth, neglecting my teeth and avoiding my dentist I finally went to my dentist and I will definitely be paying the piper. 4 fillings today, 3 more in a few weeks and more after that. About $1000 worth of work. If anyone is reading this and thinking about quitting do it now!!!! The price gets higher the longer you use tobacco. So glad to finally have given up that shit.
After 38 years I have only a few left.
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Tell that voice to hit the road.
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Re: Finally got serious
« Reply #17 on: January 08, 2016, 06:13:00 PM »
After 18 years of putting that crap in my mouth, neglecting my teeth and avoiding my dentist I finally went to my dentist and I will definitely be paying the piper. 4 fillings today, 3 more in a few weeks and more after that. About $1000 worth of work. If anyone is reading this and thinking about quitting do it now!!!! The price gets higher the longer you use tobacco. So glad to finally have given up that shit.