Hello Quitters-
I have been a slave to Kodiak and Grizzly Wintergreen for the past 23 years. I am an addict.
My story starts at 16, tried dip with some buddiesÂ… I was the only one who didnÂ’t get sick. Of course, I thought I was super cool, and continued to dip off and on throughout high school. At 18, I became a full-time dipper, a can or more a day.
Hiding it from parents, family members, girlfriends, etc. became a part of my life. After a few years, I gave up trying to hide it. Basically proclaiming “This is who I am”, and packed a lip proudly without shame. I did not care about myself or my health, much less what others thought of me.
How F@#KING stupid!!
For the past month, I have finally started to get serious about quitting. I tried to do the gradual cut back. I started a calendar, trying to tell myself how much to consume and when to consume it.
You know what, that sucked, all that time and energy in trying to analyze my quit? Fuck it, why donÂ’t I just fucking do it already and be done?
As I mentioned above, for the past 23 years it has been my life. Honestly, I do not remember how it feels to be nicotine free. Who am I? How do I function? What does it take?
I am excited (but also scared) to learn/ discover the answers.
Hoping this community and all of the amazing folks here can help a brother out on this journey!!
TODAY I QUIT WITH ALL OF YOU
Firstly, let me introduce myself. I'm Jim, an ex-dipper. I see you dipped the same brands I did. That Grizz Wintergreen is really on point - or at least it WOULD be if it weren't for the addiction, cancer, gum disease, etc etc etc...
I'm glad you killed the can. The others on this board talk about posting roll; I'm sure they have educated you on how to do so by now. The reason why I post roll is to keep the quit going in my mind - that I no longer use nicotine. Could I keep my quit without posting roll, you ask? Probably. Could I cave after posting roll? No way.
I humbly request that you adopt our custom of posting roll first thing in the morning. Since I work evenings, I post roll either right after the roll is posted when I get home from work around 12:15AM or when I wake up the next day. Posting roll may seem silly; I assure you that it is indeed important for maintaining a quit. Normally, I don't get on the computer this time of day during the week, but we got off early at work due to the upcoming three-day weekend.
I hope to see more of you here. I'm not going to dip for the next 24 hours; I invite you to join your quit to mine.