Maverick thanks for kind words. I have tried to quit before. Seems like something always derailed the quit. Probadly it me just looking for an excuse to get a dip. I am doing this for my family and myself. I have a 5 year old and 15 month old and this is for them.
D - I have two kids of my own and they provide me with a tremendous amount of incentive; however, this quit is for me. I can't quit for them - that leaves the nic bitch a hole to go through. This must absolutely, without question, be for you and must be the most important thing to you. As many have said before me, make no mistake, you're in the fight of YOUR life - not theirs. You can have all kinds of reasons why you being in this world, with your whole face, is better for your kids but it still comes back to you vs. the nic bitch.
I'm behind you 100%. I saw your post in April - good work. You'll learn how to do it right as time goes by - all we care about is that you made your promise.
Quit on!