Congrats on a great choice, Cochese. Posting roll is the key. By Day 3 or 4, the nic is out of your system. You're running clean for the first time in years. Another congrats!!! By Day 5, things are getting really good. Post roll, read everything on the site, then repeat. You got this, brother!
One of the things that used to kill my brief stops in the past was the thought of "quitting forever." I used to imagine upcoming holidays, events or whatever and I would begin to doubt my quit. Quitting forever is hard. That's why we don't do that here. We just quit ONE DAY AT A TIME. When you post roll, you give your word that no matter what happens today, you will not have a dip...period. No promises about tomorrow, next week or next year...just today. And anybody can go one little day, right?
Look at the Quit Groups...click around in other months and years. All those names are people just like you who are fighting ONE DAY AT A TIME. Pretty badass, huh? All of those names are folks counting on you to keep your word...for today.
We can't change the past, so fuck it. The future isn't here yet, so fuck that too. All you can do is give us your word that when your head hits the pillow tonight, it will be nic free. Then fight like hell to keep your word...because that's what we're doing. Don't look for short cuts or easy outs. Take the Nic Bitch on toe to toe. And kick her ass ONE DAY AT A TIME. Take note of your success.
Congrats on a choosing to save your own life.