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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #45 on: February 13, 2012, 10:22:00 AM »
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I finally found a store that sells fake snuff, bought two cans of smokey mountain, and it tasted like a raisin that had been stuck in a turtle's cunt for at least a week. Whatever.
Holy frig, there aren't any tits in my avatar but that shit right there is funny! :D
Moon, there are no tits on my avatar either, yet... but I also cannot stand the taste of the fake shit. Ha - how fucking ironic that for 23 years I packed my lip with a flavored carcinogen after every meal because "it tasted good". How fucked up!!!
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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #44 on: February 11, 2012, 11:41:00 PM »
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Day 12. I don't use patches, I don't use gum. I don't use fake stuff. I use mints currently and had to quit Jerky because it was getting stuck in my fucked up gums.

I quit cold turkey. This is my 1st and only attempt at quitting.

I post roll, every day. It's getting better, but is it ok? fuck no.

I'm pissed the fuck off, but what you need to realize is that I've spent my whole life pissed off, so I know how to direct it. Focus it. I'm pissed that something exists like nicotine. I'm pissed at nicotine. I'm pissed that I can't think of being on my boat without thinking about dip or cigarettes, or a cigar, or whatever for the rest of my gd life because I'm an addict. I'm pissed that it even enters my fucking head when I have thoughts of fishing, hunting, recording, going to the beach, partying, walking the dog, what the fuck ever.

I swear to God, if someone says "focus on today, because tomorrow never comes" I'm going to puke. If tomorrow never comes, and every day is like today, then fuck today and tomorrow for that matter, whether she comes or not.

I can't even think right now so I'm cutting this off. Fuck nicotine. This is awful.
This is a beautiful rant. Nicely done.

I'm working on roughly 50 hours right now myself.

No fun what so ever. None.

Nice thread you have going, set my head straight, Thanks.

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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #43 on: February 11, 2012, 09:11:00 PM »
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You'll want to start your own introduction page.  You put your first post in Moondawggy's intro.  So go ahead and start your own.
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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #42 on: February 11, 2012, 09:00:00 PM »
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Hey guys, BigBlue 73 here. I'm new to this site and first time ever posting on a forum. I'm in day 3 and it sucks. I tried doing this about 4 years ago and it blew up in my face because I wasn't prepared. This time I got a life coach, and the patches. The patches seem to help but I still get those cravings. I use peppermints and chewing gum right now when I feel an urge coming on. Does anyone else have any ideas?
It's nice to see a site dedicated to dipping. I get so sick and tired of all the media just covering smoking. HELLO...dipping is 10 times harder to quit.
Hey, BigBlue, welcome to the site!

You'll want to start your own introduction page. You put your first post in Moondawggy's intro. So go ahead and start your own.

An important thing to know is that we are a nicotine-free site, meaning that we quit cold turkey. No nic gum. No patches. No tobacco in any form. We have found that this is the most effective way of quitting, hands down. The reason you still get craves is that the patches are continuing to feed your addiction. You've simply switched the form of nicotine that you are using and by doing so you really haven't quit. Nicotine is still playing havoc with your body and mind!!!

So drop the patches!!

Head over to the WELCOME CENTER (link in red at the upper left) and read all about posting roll and accountability. Then read as much as you can from the KillTheCan.org link. Information is power!

The bottom line is that we quit cold turkey, join a quit group, and post roll daily making our promise to not use nicotine in any form for that day.

Contact me ASAP via the site's personal message function if you want to talk more about quitting.

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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #41 on: February 11, 2012, 08:29:00 PM »
Hey guys, BigBlue 73 here. I'm new to this site and first time ever posting on a forum. I'm in day 3 and it sucks. I tried doing this about 4 years ago and it blew up in my face because I wasn't prepared. This time I got a life coach, and the patches. The patches seem to help but I still get those cravings. I use peppermints and chewing gum right now when I feel an urge coming on. Does anyone else have any ideas?
It's nice to see a site dedicated to dipping. I get so sick and tired of all the media just covering smoking. HELLO...dipping is 10 times harder to quit.

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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #40 on: February 11, 2012, 07:51:00 PM »
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I finally found a store that sells fake snuff, bought two cans of smokey mountain, and it tasted like a raisin that had been stuck in a turtle's cunt for at least a week. Whatever.
Holy frig, there aren't any tits in my avatar but that shit right there is funny! :D

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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #39 on: February 11, 2012, 06:37:00 PM »
Just adding some stuff for journal purposes. It's day 22 and I survived about a 60-70 hour funk. Just like a mood swing, but a serious one that plummets you to the floor instantly. I can see how this would seriously fuck some people up who don't have mood swings on the reg. I knew being a nut-job would come in handy someday!

I finally found a store that sells fake snuff, bought two cans of smokey mountain, and it tasted like a raisin that had been stuck in a turtle's cunt for at least a week. Whatever.

I have focused all of my nervous energy into the shitpile that I've been calling a yard for the past 7 years. I got through a lot of work without a crave. I didn't say I didn't think about it, but I didn't crave it.

I've been mean to people, but it's like this... some people are like slinkys. They are fucking worthless until you throw them down a flight of stairs.

I'd like to encourage those of you with titties as your avatar to respond. I do enjoy looking at a titty or two... or three? I probably will not read what you write, but consider yourself, and your exquisite taste... incredibly useful.

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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #38 on: February 01, 2012, 03:35:00 PM »
Pretty soon you will go through your 1st day without a single crave.

The enlightenment will hit you.

It will be one of the best days you will remember having in a looooong time.

It is so worth it.

Hang in there.
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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #37 on: February 01, 2012, 03:28:00 PM »
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I swear to God, if someone says "focus on today, because tomorrow never comes" I'm going to puke. If tomorrow never comes, and every day is like today, then fuck today and tomorrow for that matter, whether she comes or not.
Ahhh, here's your problem, dawggy. Every day is not like today! I can guarantee that down the road somewhere you will hit a day where you'll be hunting or fishing or recording or whatever and you will not think about dip. Somewhere down the road you will laugh in derision at the nic bitch because she no longer has a hold on you. But you can't get there unless you focus on today. Go ahead, puke! But that's the way it is.

What you're experiencing are the initial rages of quitting and that's a good sign. You're on your way. It's time to tighten your belt, grow some balls, and keep quitting.
Smart and philisophical. I confused you with no one.


Still going to puke.
When you get your nose outta Keddy's ass, I'll let you in on another little secret.

The craves might not be as bad today. Like Keddy said, one day you might laugh at all of this. But, you can count on this - as sure as anything - there will be a day when you are cruising right along, not thinking about dip, no craves, no stress, nothing...but you will get hit with an unmistakable feeling...like a phantom dip...out of nowhere you will think that you should be sliding a pinch in between teeth and lip.

The first time it happened, it freaked me out...It happens from time to time. It passes. But that sense of "normal" might always sneak up on you....be ready for it.
Doc's right! We need to constantly be on the lookout for the sucker punch from the nic bitch. We will always be addicts and the freedom that we enjoy comes at the expense of vigilance.

Now go stick your nose in Doc's ass; I think he's jealous.
Keddy's setting you up...if your nose is in my ass, it means your ass is in the air for him....

'arse'
These Phantom dips have occured already from time to time. I also get this little, well... it's not quite a pain, but certainly a sensation, in the back of my head... like at the base of my brain. I get them like when I'm sitting in my chair, or practicing music. It will be at a break in whatever I'm doing, like at the end of a song, or after a match on MW3, or what the hell ever that I'm doing... when I would normally spit... I just kind of reach for the spitter that's not there, or reach into my pocket, or whatever... Then I realize I'm not using anymore and I get that little feeling. Like a buzzer... It's getting less frequent. I'm sure some of you had that or something similar.

Y'all are right, though. I'm being a pussy face bitch right now. I know all of you were pussy faced bitches at some point too. I'll go read through your experiences and see for myself.

Quit at it.

Rock on.
Who? Doc? I don't frickin think so!

Actually, Doc had plenty o drama...still do...just not really vocalizing it.

There are always stressors and triggers that could lead to a cave...if you let it. You have to learn that dipping won't make any of thsoe any better.
Blah...Blah...Blah...You keep TALKIN....I'll keep QUITTIN

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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #36 on: February 01, 2012, 03:10:00 PM »
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I swear to God, if someone says "focus on today, because tomorrow never comes" I'm going to puke. If tomorrow never comes, and every day is like today, then fuck today and tomorrow for that matter, whether she comes or not.
Ahhh, here's your problem, dawggy. Every day is not like today! I can guarantee that down the road somewhere you will hit a day where you'll be hunting or fishing or recording or whatever and you will not think about dip. Somewhere down the road you will laugh in derision at the nic bitch because she no longer has a hold on you. But you can't get there unless you focus on today. Go ahead, puke! But that's the way it is.

What you're experiencing are the initial rages of quitting and that's a good sign. You're on your way. It's time to tighten your belt, grow some balls, and keep quitting.
Smart and philisophical. I confused you with no one.


Still going to puke.
When you get your nose outta Keddy's ass, I'll let you in on another little secret.

The craves might not be as bad today. Like Keddy said, one day you might laugh at all of this. But, you can count on this - as sure as anything - there will be a day when you are cruising right along, not thinking about dip, no craves, no stress, nothing...but you will get hit with an unmistakable feeling...like a phantom dip...out of nowhere you will think that you should be sliding a pinch in between teeth and lip.

The first time it happened, it freaked me out...It happens from time to time. It passes. But that sense of "normal" might always sneak up on you....be ready for it.
Doc's right! We need to constantly be on the lookout for the sucker punch from the nic bitch. We will always be addicts and the freedom that we enjoy comes at the expense of vigilance.

Now go stick your nose in Doc's ass; I think he's jealous.
Keddy's setting you up...if your nose is in my ass, it means your ass is in the air for him....

'arse'
These Phantom dips have occured already from time to time. I also get this little, well... it's not quite a pain, but certainly a sensation, in the back of my head... like at the base of my brain. I get them like when I'm sitting in my chair, or practicing music. It will be at a break in whatever I'm doing, like at the end of a song, or after a match on MW3, or what the hell ever that I'm doing... when I would normally spit... I just kind of reach for the spitter that's not there, or reach into my pocket, or whatever... Then I realize I'm not using anymore and I get that little feeling. Like a buzzer... It's getting less frequent. I'm sure some of you had that or something similar.

Y'all are right, though. I'm being a pussy face bitch right now. I know all of you were pussy faced bitches at some point too. I'll go read through your experiences and see for myself.

Quit at it.

Rock on.
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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #35 on: February 01, 2012, 01:00:00 PM »
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I swear to God, if someone says "focus on today, because tomorrow never comes" I'm going to puke. If tomorrow never comes, and every day is like today, then fuck today and tomorrow for that matter, whether she comes or not.
Ahhh, here's your problem, dawggy. Every day is not like today! I can guarantee that down the road somewhere you will hit a day where you'll be hunting or fishing or recording or whatever and you will not think about dip. Somewhere down the road you will laugh in derision at the nic bitch because she no longer has a hold on you. But you can't get there unless you focus on today. Go ahead, puke! But that's the way it is.

What you're experiencing are the initial rages of quitting and that's a good sign. You're on your way. It's time to tighten your belt, grow some balls, and keep quitting.
Smart and philisophical. I confused you with no one.


Still going to puke.
When you get your nose outta Keddy's ass, I'll let you in on another little secret.

The craves might not be as bad today. Like Keddy said, one day you might laugh at all of this. But, you can count on this - as sure as anything - there will be a day when you are cruising right along, not thinking about dip, no craves, no stress, nothing...but you will get hit with an unmistakable feeling...like a phantom dip...out of nowhere you will think that you should be sliding a pinch in between teeth and lip.

The first time it happened, it freaked me out...It happens from time to time. It passes. But that sense of "normal" might always sneak up on you....be ready for it.
Doc's right! We need to constantly be on the lookout for the sucker punch from the nic bitch. We will always be addicts and the freedom that we enjoy comes at the expense of vigilance.

Now go stick your nose in Doc's ass; I think he's jealous.
Keddy's setting you up...if your nose is in my ass, it means your ass is in the air for him....

'arse'
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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #34 on: February 01, 2012, 12:57:00 PM »
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I swear to God, if someone says "focus on today, because tomorrow never comes" I'm going to puke. If tomorrow never comes, and every day is like today, then fuck today and tomorrow for that matter, whether she comes or not.
Ahhh, here's your problem, dawggy. Every day is not like today! I can guarantee that down the road somewhere you will hit a day where you'll be hunting or fishing or recording or whatever and you will not think about dip. Somewhere down the road you will laugh in derision at the nic bitch because she no longer has a hold on you. But you can't get there unless you focus on today. Go ahead, puke! But that's the way it is.

What you're experiencing are the initial rages of quitting and that's a good sign. You're on your way. It's time to tighten your belt, grow some balls, and keep quitting.
Smart and philisophical. I confused you with no one.


Still going to puke.
When you get your nose outta Keddy's ass, I'll let you in on another little secret.

The craves might not be as bad today. Like Keddy said, one day you might laugh at all of this. But, you can count on this - as sure as anything - there will be a day when you are cruising right along, not thinking about dip, no craves, no stress, nothing...but you will get hit with an unmistakable feeling...like a phantom dip...out of nowhere you will think that you should be sliding a pinch in between teeth and lip.

The first time it happened, it freaked me out...It happens from time to time. It passes. But that sense of "normal" might always sneak up on you....be ready for it.
Doc's right! We need to constantly be on the lookout for the sucker punch from the nic bitch. We will always be addicts and the freedom that we enjoy comes at the expense of vigilance.

Now go stick your nose in Doc's ass; I think he's jealous.

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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #33 on: February 01, 2012, 12:54:00 PM »
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I swear to God, if someone says "focus on today, because tomorrow never comes" I'm going to puke. If tomorrow never comes, and every day is like today, then fuck today and tomorrow for that matter, whether she comes or not.
Ahhh, here's your problem, dawggy. Every day is not like today! I can guarantee that down the road somewhere you will hit a day where you'll be hunting or fishing or recording or whatever and you will not think about dip. Somewhere down the road you will laugh in derision at the nic bitch because she no longer has a hold on you. But you can't get there unless you focus on today. Go ahead, puke! But that's the way it is.

What you're experiencing are the initial rages of quitting and that's a good sign. You're on your way. It's time to tighten your belt, grow some balls, and keep quitting.
Smart and philisophical. I confused you with no one.


Still going to puke.
When you get your nose outta Keddy's ass, I'll let you in on another little secret.

The craves might not be as bad today. Like Keddy said, one day you might laugh at all of this. But, you can count on this - as sure as anything - there will be a day when you are cruising right along, not thinking about dip, no craves, no stress, nothing...but you will get hit with an unmistakable feeling...like a phantom dip...out of nowhere you will think that you should be sliding a pinch in between teeth and lip.

The first time it happened, it freaked me out...It happens from time to time. It passes. But that sense of "normal" might always sneak up on you....be ready for it.
Blah...Blah...Blah...You keep TALKIN....I'll keep QUITTIN

I'm not here to make friends, I'm here to support YOUR quit.


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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #32 on: February 01, 2012, 12:52:00 PM »
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This is awful.
You think this is awful?

Wait until you have half your cockholster removed cuz you can't IMAGINE fishing without a cigar.

For real, dude? You need someone to remind you about that?

Why don't you do a little fucking reading around here instead of throwing your temper tantrum. While your quit is all about YOU...this site isn't.

You get support that you NEED, not necessarily what you WANT, cuz what you WANT is your next fix.

Well, you don't NEED a fix. You need to:

1. Post roll.

2. Keep your WORD.

3. Repeat.

Everything else is just white noise.
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Re: Hi, this sucks.
« Reply #31 on: February 01, 2012, 12:46:00 PM »
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I swear to God, if someone says "focus on today, because tomorrow never comes" I'm going to puke. If tomorrow never comes, and every day is like today, then fuck today and tomorrow for that matter, whether she comes or not.
Ahhh, here's your problem, dawggy. Every day is not like today! I can guarantee that down the road somewhere you will hit a day where you'll be hunting or fishing or recording or whatever and you will not think about dip. Somewhere down the road you will laugh in derision at the nic bitch because she no longer has a hold on you. But you can't get there unless you focus on today. Go ahead, puke! But that's the way it is.

What you're experiencing are the initial rages of quitting and that's a good sign. You're on your way. It's time to tighten your belt, grow some balls, and keep quitting.
Smart and philisophical. I confused you with no one.


Still going to puke.
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