My name is Randy. I am 35 years old and I have been dipping since I was 18. When I was around 25 years old I stopped dipping for just over a year. Once I fell back into it though, it was not long at all until I was abusing it worse than before. I currently dip about 12 cans a week. This past Sunday night, the oddest thing happened, I ran out of Timberwolf. I NEVER run out of Timberwolf as I buy a box a week, but for some reason this week, I decided not to. On my way home Sunday I knew I was running out, but I decided not to stop and buy anymore. When I used up the last bit in the can (shortly before midnight) I just kind of thought to myself, why not quit. Now, here I am roughly 40 hours later and I am damn near losing my mind. I have not done ANYTHING at work. I am eating candy like crazy.....I have almost talked myself into buying a can a few different times, but somehow I have managed to stay strong. The hardest part is at night. Last night I woke up at midnight and proceeded to flat out have a panic attack lol. It is not funny, but I have to laugh at myself. UGH!!!!! I just want to go 72 hours and see how I feel then. Not sure I can do this though. Just 32 more hours!!! THat is all I want, I want to see how I feel without any nicotine in my system.