I just read this intro; fucking love, love the badassery to heed the advice of some stud quitters and flush that shit down right now. Itsgot2happen, put that shit in complete perspective...many of us wish we made the decision in our early 20's to quit....only to finally pull the trigger 15-20 years later when we are at the pinnacle of desperation and fear. So, kudos...it takes balls to do what you did.
Now a few things for you as you move forward
1) this quitting for your wife and future kid thing...flush that too. This quit is for you. Sounds like a dickhead statement, I know. But all of us have tried quitting for loved ones and you know what happens every time...we fail. Quit for you. Wife, kids, can be inspiration for you, but you need this for you. You can't be there and love them if you're not alive. Save yourself first so that you can be there to love them
2) Post roll every day. Go to March 2015 and figure out posting roll. Screwing it up is a right of passage, we'll fix it. All we care about is your promise.
3) stay active. Get numbers and build accountability. As you can see, we will all jump on your bandwagon of quit when you quit like fuck (QLF) with us every damn day (EDD).
I'm with you; we're all with you.