Wecome Hubert - you have come to the right place, a great place, for support.
You said, "it's gonna be a long road".
That is one way to look at it, but here we look at today only, so it's a very short road.
If you have not done so already click on the salmon-color welcome link and read that stuff. Figure out how to post roll in your group (March 2013), and do it. Posting roll is your daily pledge to not use nicotine in any way shape or form today. Send some PM (private messages) to other quitters in your group - there are some really good guys there that are going through the same things as you.
So, post roll and quit for today. Repeat tomorrow.