today when i go home for my lunch break, i'm going to grab a bag of sunflower seeds....i'm thinking i might give myself a good test on my second day here by stopping at the store i would normally buy dip from.
walk right past the cans, get my sunflower seeds, and head right out the door
Why don't you have seeds already? It's a little rough on day 2 to be fuckin around like that. It's a strong test man. Maybe you can go to a different store that doesn't sell dip? Can you get someone to get seeds for you? What's your plan for when you're in the store, and the nic bitch whispers in your ear? Do you have a plan? Do you have any phone numbers? PM me if you need one.
i think i'll be cool...i've been through the "one more can for so and so reason" a hundred time before, then i get home pack a dip and immediately feel like shit for buying another can. not this time. there is no way, no how i am buying a can.
You think you'll be cool? Why even fuck around and take the chance? It sounds like you're planning to cave. You've got it all set up, and then you'll say, "Fuck I shouldn't have bought that can!"
Listen dude, I may not be the end-all, be-all of the quit world, but I do know that if you take the risk, especially this early on, you're just asking for a cave.
I think the BETTER plan is, instead of walking past the dip and getting seeds, why don't you DRIVE past the store and get seeds somewhere else? And get enough to last you a few days. I know you would have stocked up on dip if you needed to.
I gotta agree, this whole argument is pretty retarded. What's the fucking point? do whatever you can NOT to dip. Not do whatever you can to see if you're really quit or some shit like that.
'bang head'
Exactly. To me, the word "test" is a replacement for "try".
"I'm going to try to walk past the dip rack, if not I'll try again."
Quitting is not a test, its pass or fail, and fail isn't in our vocabulary.
How about....."I'm going to walk by the dip rack, give it a big fuck you, buy a bag of seeds, and give the dip rack another big fuck you on the way out"
Ask yourself, have you made the decision? If the answer is yes, there is no test.