I lost track of the number of times I've "quit" and found some excuse to buy another can or bum a dip off a friend. I would ninja dip around the people I care about most. My actions were being driven by my addiction and I knew it. But not now.
This time I'm not stopping. I'm quitting. I'm confident because I'm angry. I'm angry that I am an addict and I let something control me and it's no ones fault but my own. I've gotten through these first 3 days fueled by this anger and with help from those in this community who have already reached out.
I found KTC last night and I am in. Posting roll. Getting digits. Reading everything I can. It's amazing the level of support I feel from this place already and I want to stand strong with this awesome group of quitters and wave the bird at my addiction and past weakness. One day at a time.
Thanks to KTC and those I've met and am excited to meet.