Brother... Glad to see you've finally gone "all in". An intro thread is another layer of help, accountability, direction, education, and support that is invaluable! Be active on it... Let us ( and your future self) see the daily struggles, battles, and victories. These are the daily issues that make up the big picture. Most of were ninja at some point... You can't do that here and hope to gain any ground. Lay it all out man! We're right there with you. Rock on brother...