I don't know vbe, looks to me like you're reeling this in pretty nicely. Each day is a goal, and now your 4 days quit. Four F'n days!!! Do you realize how big an accomplishment that is? How many times have you tried to quit and failed after 24 hours? How many times has every single one of us tried to quitÂ….and failed within 2 hours. My point is, you say your quit isn't strongÂ…Bullshit. If it weren't strong there is no way you'd be 4 days quit.
And the good news, you get to do it all again tomorrow and be strong for a 5th day in a row. There are side effects to this, sure, and the weak end up caving. The strong survive. You are surviving, and therefor you are not weak.