Activity and water day 2 exhaustion difficulties

[Emulator]

Day 80- ODAAT NAFAR- I am one with my quit.... I look and see the struggles of the the newer people and want to tell them , like I have been told a thousand times, It will get better. Thanks guys. I don't like seeing people cave, I have seen the passion burn in the words of the vets and newbies like myself when someone loses direction. I have learned that the vets can see it coming a mile away. Apparently the psychosocial "Tells" from the posters have been zeroed in by a few of the vets that monitor the site. All I know is that my quit will succeed and I want others to succeed as well. When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days but for now I must train my mind and have a look back to what was, remember the struggles etc in other words remember the past,. For those who do not remember the past are doomed to repeat it......That is a fact friends so I will always remember the difficult struggles in the first few days and weeks . If you have not written your quit diary then you are invited to read mine or any others like mine that I have found on the site. As God is not dead... my quit is not dead... I believe in my quit with all my soul.. as I believe that God has placed you fuckers in my path to help me to help myself. Thanks....Robbie

[Etxaggie]

Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter  :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul,  EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy  though.........

Em -

I had some of "That 70's Funk" also. Just pulling out of it the last 24 hrs or so. Good to leave that bitch behind.

Quit w/ you any day!

[slug.go]

Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter  :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul,  EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy  though.........

Hey Em...nice work! 75 is a lovely number!

75 is fantastic, Em!

[Ginet]

Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul, EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy though.........

Hey Em...nice work! 75 is a lovely number!

[Emulator]

Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul, EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy though.........

[jbradley]

Day 70- Yea. Find me self in the middle of a funk. The vets stated there may be a funk around this time, well I found it.  The craving is back and like day one some raging accompanied with some signs of depression. Not too interested in people places or things but trying to concentrate on pushing through the funk, it sometimes has gotten down to second by second but non the less I push forward in my quit. I am now looking forward to tomorrow just because I know it will be another day quit and if I keep pushing one day at a time then the funk will eventually go away... it has been hanging on for several days now and continues to this minute. I am making this journal to look back myself and somehow think it may help someone in the future. If you don't like it you are welcome to SUCK IT !!!. For now I just want to be left alone.

You know the drill. Been here done that. I highly recommend a good steak and ice cream. After this funk u might want to look into that hof coin. Quit with u any day bro.

Keep pushing, you got this. It will get better.

[srans]

Day 70- Yea. Find me self in the middle of a funk. The vets stated there may be a funk around this time, well I found it. The craving is back and like day one some raging accompanied with some signs of depression. Not too interested in people places or things but trying to concentrate on pushing through the funk, it sometimes has gotten down to second by second but non the less I push forward in my quit. I am now looking forward to tomorrow just because I know it will be another day quit and if I keep pushing one day at a time then the funk will eventually go away... it has been hanging on for several days now and continues to this minute. I am making this journal to look back myself and somehow think it may help someone in the future. If you don't like it you are welcome to SUCK IT !!!. For now I just want to be left alone.

You know the drill. Been here done that. I highly recommend a good steak and ice cream. After this funk u might want to look into that hof coin. Quit with u any day bro.

[Emulator]

Day 70- Yea. Find me self in the middle of a funk. The vets stated there may be a funk around this time, well I found it. The craving is back and like day one some raging accompanied with some signs of depression. Not too interested in people places or things but trying to concentrate on pushing through the funk, it sometimes has gotten down to second by second but non the less I push forward in my quit. I am now looking forward to tomorrow just because I know it will be another day quit and if I keep pushing one day at a time then the funk will eventually go away... it has been hanging on for several days now and continues to this minute. I am making this journal to look back myself and somehow think it may help someone in the future. If you don't like it you are welcome to SUCK IT !!!. For now I just want to be left alone.

[SAM83]

Oh My God Help me I dipped.....  I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James ,  sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term)  and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .

wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.

:ph43r:

I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF

THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!

First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....

I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!

Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!

It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.

EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!

EM- Day 60-80 quitters may experience a funk. " the 70's funk"

It's short- keep putting up +1 and it will pass soon enough.

Back to basics now. have a plan. protect your quit.

You've climbed too far to look back now

Thanks for the insight into what to expect from the 70's funk!

The scariest part of Emulator's post to me was Evil's avatar standing over him! Talk about nightmare fuel!

^^^^^ says the creepy little clown dude :-)

[apogeeammo]

Oh My God Help me I dipped.....  I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James ,  sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term)  and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .

wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.

:ph43r:

I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF

THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!

First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....

I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!

Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!

It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.

EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!

EM- Day 60-80 quitters may experience a funk. " the 70's funk"

It's short- keep putting up +1 and it will pass soon enough.

Back to basics now. have a plan. protect your quit.

You've climbed too far to look back now

Thanks for the insight into what to expect from the 70's funk!

The scariest part of Emulator's post to me was Evil's avatar standing over him! Talk about nightmare fuel!

[Skoal Monster]

Oh My God Help me I dipped.....  I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James ,  sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term)  and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .

wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.

:ph43r:

I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF

THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!

First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....

I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!

Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!

It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.

EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!

EM- Day 60-80 quitters may experience a funk. " the 70's funk"

It's short- keep putting up +1 and it will pass soon enough.

Back to basics now. have a plan. protect your quit.

You've climbed too far to look back now

[SAM83]

Oh My God Help me I dipped.....  I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James ,  sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term)  and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .

wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.

:ph43r:

I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF

THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!

First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....

I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!

Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!

It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.

EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!

[rothstein57]

Oh My God Help me I dipped.....  I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James ,  sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term)  and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .

wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.

:ph43r:

I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF

THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!

First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....

I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!

Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!

It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.

[jbradley]

Oh My God Help me I dipped.....  I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James ,  sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term)  and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .

wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.

:ph43r:

I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF

THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!

First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....

I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!

Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!

[Evil_Won]

Oh My God Help me I dipped.....  I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James ,  sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term)  and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .

wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.

:ph43r:

I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF

THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!

:ph43r: :ph43r: