Hi all, I am 94 days quit and today I decided to join the site. I quit after 14 years of Red Man chew and then 3 of Copenhagen LC. Tired of having sore gums and basically just afraid I would leave my wife with two kids. Two questions for the forum:
1. Where should I do Roll Call? I quit Oct. 19, 2012.
2. Lately I have been suffering from increasing anxiety and worry that I quit too late and have cancer somewhere in my head and neck. Anyway else ever get this? I have been having a problem for a couple of months with plugged ears and an ache in my throat. Saw two doctors, both told me not to worry about throat cancer from chewing. Of course I am feeling they are missing something and I might have cancer. Anyone else have these feelings of mistrusting drs and anxiety over having cancer?
Sometimes I think my worries are valid, other times I think it might just be guilt over chewing for so long when I knew it was bad for my health. That and the fact that I will have two beautiful sons under 15 months come March 14 and I am worried I won't' be here for them.
Any help or thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
Cdaniels I am praying for you.