Hey congrats on the 150! Any more races yet this summer? I was crushed at work home life the last couple of months....took a work-out break....started to run again yesterday.
Thanks! I'm just working building up mileage, cutting weight, and not re-injuring the back for now. I'm softly committed to doing a trail half in September. I am still toying with doing my first 26.2 in October as a reward for hitting a few benchmarks (namely -- staying nicotine-free, cutting another 10 lbs, and getting to/staying above 25 mpw for 4 weeks without getting hurt). I have strung together a few 20 mpw weeks in the last month. We'll see.
Operation dip-quit has been plugging along fairly nicely. It's still not as easy as I would have hoped at this point, but I'm feeling okay. My general observation is this: I can easily get through
today without any significant risk of caving
today. The risks of a short-term splurge/fail are very very low, even in compromising conditions (i.e., when drinking, at the track, with buddies, or even with other dippers). My biggest risk is thinking long-term (i.e., "you mean it has to be this way forever?") and rationalizing my way back into the habit, or a different version of the habit (i.e., like an occasional cigar, or snus). I wish I could figure out a way not to think like that, but for now I'm just ignoring those thoughts or redirecting, and fighting for the next day and the attendant +1.