I've been battling the smokeless tobacco addiction for about 10 years now. I started in 2003 as a Freshman at College. I stopped chewing for a few different occasions over those ten years, but obviously haven't stayed quit. At first, a tin would last about a week, and lately it was a tin a day.
I'm tired of worrying about my health. I'm tired of worrying when and if I'll get cancer. I'm tired of wishing I get lucky and cancer skips by me and I can still live a long full life.
I am sick of this addiction and the anxiety and worrying that comes with it.
I haven't had a dip today. It's hell. I'm going to do it this time.