It's late here (mountain time) so don't expect too many replies. Honestly, just doing this for myself as sort of a quasi journal entry. Hello anybody; all quitters; all veterans..I'm close to a 16 year, 1 can/day of skoal wintergreen original dipper. Love (loved) the stuff. I've quit a few times with 4 years being my longest quit. It's true that we're lifetime addicts.
So here I am going on day 4. Feeling shitty, pissed, confused...find it a victory if I can go 10 seconds without thinking about a dip. And just like most guys here, have to provide for my family by working haha. How can I not be a pile of shit at work? Oh well, like many have said, quitting is the number 1 priority. It's amazing how that little fucking brown dirt can have such a grip on a grown man's life.
I'm dazed and in a fog --- sorry if this post makes no sense. I posted in December quitters and plan on doing so religiously...take care my new friends..