Cheezehead. Welcome, quitting is the best decision of your life. It sounds like you are ready, and you're lucky to have stumbled into this place at 23.
There are a couple things I've got to say. First, we dont try, hope, or wish here. We quit. And how we quit is by posting roll every day first thing. Roll is the price of admission. It is your word that you will not use nicotine in any form that day. You are promising yourself, me, applejack, cinnamon toast crunch, your quit group, and all of KTC that you will not use nicotine today. We do this early to take using off the table for that day. I bet you can keep your word for one day right?
Head over to the
welcome center. Read how to post roll. Then head over to your quit group, October. These guys are bad asses.
Drink a shitload of water, buy some seeds, keep the poison out of your face. In the top right corner you have my number. Text me if you need any help figuring this out or any advice.