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Offline kana

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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #12 on: November 02, 2012, 10:52:00 AM »
"The feeling" can only be had if you're alive. The shit you love will kill you. I used to think I loved it too, but now it quite frankly disgusts me.
I love reading pussy stories like these.. I eat them for lunch.. Makes my quit even stronger.. Glad I'm not a pussy..
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #11 on: November 02, 2012, 10:43:00 AM »
If you love it so much, why are you quitting?
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #10 on: November 02, 2012, 10:37:00 AM »
Quote from: copingwithoutcopen
Quote from: mark11/1/12
didn't buy a can this morning;  currently 24 hours in.  24 years addiction.  so many fucking things i've loved about it.  the taste.  the smell.  the feel.  the snap of the tin as i pack it.  the relaxation as I put in a dip after a meal.  the way it makes a rush hour drive tolerable.  best people i've ever known dipped.  best times i've had were in the company of dippers. 

this could be rough/ugly
Did you love the dental bills? Did you love spitting brown shit into the sink after you brush your teeth? Did you love the dip stains on your clothes, rugs and vehicle? Did you love the ass breath? Did you love how much money you spent to kill yourself? Did you love the shit under your fingernails? Did you love all the chicks falling at your feet with a big apeshit lip full of poison? Did you love the high blood pressure? Did you love always needing a dip to feel normal? Did you love the mood swings? Did you love not being there for your family? Will you love dying at a young age, leave family and friends behind? Fucking moron.
Exactly! Pussy can't even come back and explain or defend himself? Probably cuddled up in bed with his tin about to make love to it over and over again. His dick will probably get cancer before his mouth he LOVES the FEEL of it so much.

This is a quitting site, not a site where you write love letters to nicotine.
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #9 on: November 02, 2012, 08:25:00 AM »
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didn't buy a can this morning; currently 24 hours in. 24 years addiction. so many fucking things i've loved about it. the taste. the smell. the feel. the snap of the tin as i pack it. the relaxation as I put in a dip after a meal. the way it makes a rush hour drive tolerable. best people i've ever known dipped. best times i've had were in the company of dippers.

this could be rough/ugly
Did you love the dental bills? Did you love spitting brown shit into the sink after you brush your teeth? Did you love the dip stains on your clothes, rugs and vehicle? Did you love the ass breath? Did you love how much money you spent to kill yourself? Did you love the shit under your fingernails? Did you love all the chicks falling at your feet with a big apeshit lip full of poison? Did you love the high blood pressure? Did you love always needing a dip to feel normal? Did you love the mood swings? Did you love not being there for your family? Will you love dying at a young age, leave family and friends behind? Fucking moron.
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #8 on: November 02, 2012, 07:55:00 AM »
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didn't buy a can this morning;  currently 24 hours in.  24 years addiction.  so many fucking things i've loved about it.  the taste.  the smell.  the feel.  the snap of the tin as i pack it.  the relaxation as I put in a dip after a meal.  the way it makes a rush hour drive tolerable.  best people i've ever known dipped.  best times i've had were in the company of dippers. 

this could be rough/ugly
Lets start with the truth. You are an addict and have been for 24 years. You are addicted to nicotine which is an additive to chewing tabacco. That taste and smell are put in there to cover up the horrible nicotine chemicals. The feel and relaxation was your body getting its fix and temporaly covering up its withdrawl symptoms until your next fix. If the best people you have ever known were nicotine addicts then you need better role models and if you only had the best times in the company of addicts spitting brown saliva into bottles or on the ground. You can do so much better. Look in the fucking mirror. See the truth for what it is. It will be rough and ugly but it will get better. Join us and be free.

PM me if you are serious and really want to quit and change your life.
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #7 on: November 02, 2012, 12:37:00 AM »
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What?!?! Do you make sweet love to your tin too? My God you better chaynge your attitude about this SHIT. You're still fucking in LOVE with it!!!! Do you have ANY reason for quitting? Sure doesn't sound like it. Why are you quitting? Glamourising this crap when you're trying to quit is a reciepie for disaster.

"The taste, the smell, the feel"?????? Dude....you're here to quit, I assume. You have to build a hatred for this filth. Truth is you do not love it, your ADDICTED TO IT. Your brain has been posioned for years to think you love it, but you don't.

You love family, friends, LIFE. You don't love some posion weed that will kill you. You gotta change your attitude bro. Think about how this shit has been controlling your life for 24 years!!!! Think how great it will feel to get that freedom back. It wont be easy but it will be so worth it.

I gotta say this is one of the weakest most pathetic intro posts I have ever read. Until you can give me some reasons why you're here and want to quit, I'm not gonna waste anymore time on you. Others here might coddle you but I wont. Prove to me your serious and Ill be your biggest supporter. Until then, like WT said, go troll somewhere else and wear a condom before you bang another tin.
What he said...

He wont make it
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #6 on: November 02, 2012, 12:15:00 AM »
What?!?! Do you make sweet love to your tin too? My God you better chaynge your attitude about this SHIT. You're still fucking in LOVE with it!!!! Do you have ANY reason for quitting? Sure doesn't sound like it. Why are you quitting? Glamourising this crap when you're trying to quit is a reciepie for disaster.

"The taste, the smell, the feel"?????? Dude....you're here to quit, I assume. You have to build a hatred for this filth. Truth is you do not love it, your ADDICTED TO IT. Your brain has been posioned for years to think you love it, but you don't.

You love family, friends, LIFE. You don't love some posion weed that will kill you. You gotta change your attitude bro. Think about how this shit has been controlling your life for 24 years!!!! Think how great it will feel to get that freedom back. It wont be easy but it will be so worth it.

I gotta say this is one of the weakest most pathetic intro posts I have ever read. Until you can give me some reasons why you're here and want to quit, I'm not gonna waste anymore time on you. Others here might coddle you but I wont. Prove to me your serious and Ill be your biggest supporter. Until then, like WT said, go troll somewhere else and wear a condom before you bang another tin.
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #5 on: November 01, 2012, 11:41:00 PM »
If you are serious about everything you said. There is no way in hell you will quit! Mich is right I felt some of those feelings too but not the day, week or month before I quit! I hated what dip had done to me, to my relationship with my wife, the freedom I had lost, the teeth I had lost, the gum grafts and on and on!
You are right this will be rough and ugly, we have all experienced the SUCK!!! If you desire to regain your freedom you are in the right place but if don't troll somewhere else! You still haven't posted roll. :ph43r:
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #4 on: November 01, 2012, 10:39:00 PM »
Quote from: mark11/1/12
didn't buy a can this morning; currently 24 hours in. 24 years addiction. so many fucking things i've loved about it. the taste. the smell. the feel. the snap of the tin as i pack it. the relaxation as I put in a dip after a meal. the way it makes a rush hour drive tolerable. best people i've ever known dipped. best times i've had were in the company of dippers.

this could be rough/ugly
There are some great people here too. Stay close, post roll, and find a happy place.
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #3 on: November 01, 2012, 09:56:00 PM »
I'm not going to give you hell, I felt the same as you at one point. I am going to ask you: do you want to quit? if you do read up - start with the welcome center up top on the left, then go to Feb. 13 quit group and post roll. You'll get support like you wouldn't believe if you reach out here and ask for it. If you don't WANT to quit go away... No way in hell you'll make this if you don't want it like mad! Please feel free to pm me if I can help with your quit, or use this intro to ask, or ask your quit brothers in Feb. after you post roll!!
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Re: Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« Reply #2 on: November 01, 2012, 09:46:00 PM »
Oh man you are going to get it...... here comes the storm.....
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Day 1; 24 years in the saddle
« on: November 01, 2012, 09:42:00 PM »
didn't buy a can this morning; currently 24 hours in. 24 years addiction. so many fucking things i've loved about it. the taste. the smell. the feel. the snap of the tin as i pack it. the relaxation as I put in a dip after a meal. the way it makes a rush hour drive tolerable. best people i've ever known dipped. best times i've had were in the company of dippers.

this could be rough/ugly
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