Day 4 - having my moments! Decided since Walmart was close by the gym I would swing by to see if they carried any fake dip products. Long story short....they looked at me as if I had 3 eyes! So there is another store I have checked here in Hawaii, that doesn't carry any products besides Nic gum to help those that are in the process of quiting.
I do feel a since of freedom by not dipping. Yes, I miss it. But in theory, why miss something that can and will kill you. I keep a pic of my 3 daughters (6, 4 and 2) with me at all times. Every time I want to stop and grab a can at the local market, I grab that pic and say, how fucked up would it be to miss out on their lives by dicking around with dip.
I hope I'm not boring folks with my messages. This is my only outlet to express how and what I'm feeling.
Later gents and thanks for listening to my chatter.