Thanks diesel.
Day 24. Sunday. Going to church with the family as we do each Sunday. God has been an awesome ally in the 24 days of my quit. I've been a long time member at this church and its amazing to me the recharge my life gets being there. Electric almost, some of you know what I mean.
It's been a difficult few days, not with the quit but just personally. Had my sons 5 year birthday party last night. My brother-in-law made a total ass out of himself at the party. I had to ask him to leave, then he wanted to fight. Cussed me out in front of 20 kids and their parents. He was mad the life guard told his kid to get out and leave and somehow blamed me. I was so embarrassed. No alcohol, he just totally lost it. I'm a big guy, 6'4 255 lbs, so I'm no pushover. Still it's hard to swallow your pride and shrug it off. I'm trying today to just put that past me and move on.
Hope your quits are going awesome today. Mine is strengthened every time I log on this site. Tomorrow ill be 1/4 of the way to hof, man it goes fast. If you're new to the quit, realize you'll have some ups and downs, struggles and achievements as you go through this. I thought after a week I was home free. Not the case, life happens, and you catch yourself wanting to fall back to the nic bitch. I Realize nic for what is was: a slave master, a master of puppets that wants nothing more than to hold you hostage until you die a slow agonizing death. She poisoned my mind and body for 19 years with her lies. Now I'm free, and I've earned every minute of that freedom. I'll never go back to slavery and lies, will you?