Steak's Captain's log Day 1,314.
Sonofabitch! I need to document this for the sake of quitting and all that I hold sacred when it comes to quitting. I'm traveling for work and out in Los Angeles (for the first time I might add), and the company I'm performing some consulting for, put us up in this pretty tight resort hotel. After checking in and getting acclimated, catching up on the last 10 hours of east coast time emails, I opted to hit the resort bar and lounge for some happy hour action. Well what do you know, at drink #2, I just had a legit craving. I haven't had one of those in ...I can't remember.
Friends. Quitters. Listen to me very clearly. I am over 3 and 1/2 years quit and that bitch is still calling me. Good thing is 1) I posted roll this morning...so basically I simply donkey punched that addiction in the face 2) I texted one of my best friends in quit to tell him about this 3) I immediately came here to tell y'all about it. Even now, I still have a plan. Always have a plan.
Nicotine never stood a chance against my quit. My quit is built upon an inpenetrable foundation of brotherhood and accountability. I reinforce and nurture this quit every day by posting roll first thing. Do not...I repeat DO NOT take addiction for granted. If you do one thing for yourself...one freaking simple thing. Promise yourself. Promise yourself to stay quit...and swear upon it with your roll post. No exceptions and No Excuses.
