Im Whiggs77 and this is my second time at killthecan. For those who dont remember, I was here about a year ago and completed 90 days dip-free. I through it all away shortly after bc I thought I could have just one and continue on my dipless journey. Well I couldnt have been more wrong. One dip turned into 2 dips turned into a can. Before I knew what happened, I was back at square 1. Shittty feeling. Over the last year, I have gone a few days here and there without dip, but havent wanted to be quit again till recently. I dont like being a dipper...finally. I use to enjoy it. I think thats what made quitting so difficult before. I enjoyed it too much. Im not sure what happened over the past year, but I dont enjoy it anymore. ITs nasty, expensive, and makes me feel like shit. When I dip- I just want to sit on the couch, watch a game/tv, and talk to no one. The chill feeling I use to enjoy now makes me feel secluded and lazy. I dont want to be this person anymore. I want to better than that. I want to enjoy my life and make the most of it. This can not be done sitting on the couch watching TV with a fatty in till 2am. That is the life of a loser. I am not a fucking loser. Sorry I left you guys before. It will not happen again.
