I want to be better

[DjPorkchop]

Welcome back Whiggs.

According to our research today in chat, this is your third time here. You know what you need to do. go to your new group and answer the 3 questions and regain some accountability and trust our of your new group.

[whiggs77]

Im Whiggs77 and this is my second time at killthecan. For those who dont remember, I was here about a year ago and completed 90 days dip-free. I through it all away shortly after bc I thought I could have just one and continue on my dipless journey. Well I couldnt have been more wrong. One dip turned into 2 dips turned into a can. Before I knew what happened, I was back at square 1. Shittty feeling. Over the last year, I have gone a few days here and there without dip, but havent wanted to be quit again till recently. I dont like being a dipper...finally. I use to enjoy it. I think thats what made quitting so difficult before. I enjoyed it too much. Im not sure what happened over the past year, but I dont enjoy it anymore. ITs nasty, expensive, and makes me feel like shit. When I dip- I just want to sit on the couch, watch a game/tv, and talk to no one. The chill feeling I use to enjoy now makes me feel secluded and lazy. I dont want to be this person anymore. I want to better than that. I want to enjoy my life and make the most of it. This can not be done sitting on the couch watching TV with a fatty in till 2am. That is the life of a loser. I am not a fucking loser. Sorry I left you guys before. It will not happen again.