Hey Matt....
Guess you didn't get the memo... LIMIT ONE INTRODUCTION PER CUSTOMER.
Also, this is a site for QUITTERS, not for STOPPERS. You want to STOP for awhile, go your arse away. You want to QUIT, answer the three questions (in EVERY QUIT GROUP YOU'VE BEEN A PART OF, GOING BACK TO AUGUST 2011).... Then prove you're a man of your word. Honor your post by not shoving crap in your lip, and then do it again tomorrow. That's how quits are built. Not the way you've been playing the game to date, matt....
Answering the 3 questions to every month he has joined would take forever. It's like 5 or 6 I think.
Apparently I didn't get the memo and apparently you can't count.
Dude the place you're looking for is down the block
No it isn't, I know where am. Do you? Because you are supposed to be here for a hand up to people who are down. And you are failing at that bad ass.
No I have not quit and restarted 5 - 6 times. Only once. I came back again but never posted up or joined a group because of the negative comments. I'm day 2 foggy and irritable and mad at myself already, so if your gonna come around here running your man pleaser's about my situation, I guarantee you I will end up saying something back to you that you may feel like I should apologize for later but you'll be waiting a while.
I'm here for the same reason the rest of you are. Im an addict. Your rude to me then you bet your ass I'll be rude back. I may have failed at my last quit. But the difference between you and me is that I know that failure is an event, not a person. Yes I deserve to pay the price for not staying clean. But I am sure none of you can make me feel as bad as I make myself feel for this. Not to mention Im living through all the shit days I told myself I wouldnt ever have to experience again.
There are no excuses for giving in. But like I said before my world fell apart literally all with in months, and I caved. I put up a fight and resisted but going from holding my wife while they buried her daughter to then walking in on her fucking her boss (the first job she had since we got together) and emptying my house, was a bit too much on top of court for shit I didnt do and finding out in and out of court she had kids I didnt know about and had been screwing guys off the internet since we met... so yeah I caved I went back to my comfort zone, using nicotine. I started drinking which lead to smoking which lead to chewing. And chewing is not th only issue this caused for me either.
But that was yesterday, now I'm back in the saddle, I'm sick of being a slave to nicotine, tired of the spitters, the smell, and sore teeth and always worrying about what my breath smells like. My dad, like the rest of his family, is dying from congestive heart failure and was a smoker for years. That helped me decide its time to grow up and quit for good. I need to be a better example to my boys and I need to get past this so I can go to the gym and strengthen my heart and get healthy again. So if you doubt me because of my past, good for you. If you must make a smart ass remark go for it. But dont cry when you get called out for being a prick.
