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Offline mattatk81

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #40 on: April 30, 2015, 02:50:00 PM »
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Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.
Agree ^^^^!
With what you have said I doubt anything will be different than 4 years ago for you. That may seem harsh but to damn bad it's the truth. The past does matter to us Answer three simple questions for me: 1. What was your previous pathetic quit like and what happened. 2. Why didn't you succeed last time? 3. What are you gonna do this time that is different.
Give me a good reason to support you. I don't see it yet. You can't come here and piss on us by posting with a mouth of poison and brag about it.
You had better get your as back in your old group and beg for forgiveness. You know how this works, if you want support you need to commit to this.
1. It blew goats. But one guy on here called me out and told me I was only trying to shut my wife up called me a puss and dared me to prove him wrong.
2. Stress... brother in law died from an accidental gun shot. Two months later my 5 year old had a fatal seizure. Three months later walked in on my wife fucking her boss. Divorced went to jail after she falsely accused me of domestic violence. Lost my job. Butch destroyed my house my truck and my credit. Packed my shift in a duffle bag and bailed the state. Hung out with my old rodeo buds and here I am. Just caught my new woman in the same shit. Moved on three weeks ago. And im about to lose my dad. Judge me bitch but fill my boots.
3. It's about me this time it's about my boys having a dad. It's about wanting to be able to run and hunt and lift weights fight and not feel like I'm having a heart attack. It's about living without a crutch 'Finger'
the hypocriay of saying it's about life without a crutch while you are clinging to said crutch blows my mind. Dont fucking post here with a dip in ever again.

Life sucks sometimes. You've had some rough shit go down but so has many others who honored their word and honoroed their lost loved ones by not making them be an excuse to be a dumbass. Man the fuck up or get the fuck out.

Plus fix your answer 3 before you go dropping that shit to your old and new groups. That doesnt sound like a plan at all.

Edit: i merged your intros so everyone can see how this attempt sounds exactly as pathetic as the last one
It's so damn easy to say that life is hard. Call me what you want that's why I'm here I enjoy the fact that you are all pricks. So moving forward I am dumping the shit down the toilet and posting up. Go ahead think I'm a pussy that isn't motivated and all the other bullshit you all say it just makes me want to be quit that much more. I don't gotta read about someone dying for motivation... my uncle died on the table awake in his final surgery from this already missing his jaw and his tongue. I know the pain it causes I live it. You say yeah then why are you here? Same as the rest of you pricks.... I'm an addict but now I'm addicted to being done and kicking it's ass. I don't need your approval to be here anymore than you need mine.

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #39 on: April 30, 2015, 11:50:00 AM »
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Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.
Agree ^^^^!
With what you have said I doubt anything will be different than 4 years ago for you. That may seem harsh but to damn bad it's the truth. The past does matter to us Answer three simple questions for me: 1. What was your previous pathetic quit like and what happened. 2. Why didn't you succeed last time? 3. What are you gonna do this time that is different.
Give me a good reason to support you. I don't see it yet. You can't come here and piss on us by posting with a mouth of poison and brag about it.
You had better get your as back in your old group and beg for forgiveness. You know how this works, if you want support you need to commit to this.
1. It blew goats. But one guy on here called me out and told me I was only trying to shut my wife up called me a puss and dared me to prove him wrong.
2. Stress... brother in law died from an accidental gun shot. Two months later my 5 year old had a fatal seizure. Three months later walked in on my wife fucking her boss. Divorced went to jail after she falsely accused me of domestic violence. Lost my job. Butch destroyed my house my truck and my credit. Packed my shift in a duffle bag and bailed the state. Hung out with my old rodeo buds and here I am. Just caught my new woman in the same shit. Moved on three weeks ago. And im about to lose my dad. Judge me bitch but fill my boots.
3. It's about me this time it's about my boys having a dad. It's about wanting to be able to run and hunt and lift weights fight and not feel like I'm having a heart attack. It's about living without a crutch 'Finger'
the hypocriay of saying it's about life without a crutch while you are clinging to said crutch blows my mind. Dont fucking post here with a dip in ever again.

Life sucks sometimes. You've had some rough shit go down but so has many others who honored their word and honoroed their lost loved ones by not making them be an excuse to be a dumbass. Man the fuck up or get the fuck out.

Plus fix your answer 3 before you go dropping that shit to your old and new groups. That doesnt sound like a plan at all.

Edit: i merged your intros so everyone can see how this attempt sounds exactly as pathetic as the last one

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #38 on: April 30, 2015, 11:33:00 AM »
Quote from: mattatk81
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Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: DL56
Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.
Agree ^^^^!
With what you have said I doubt anything will be different than 4 years ago for you. That may seem harsh but to damn bad it's the truth. The past does matter to us Answer three simple questions for me: 1. What was your previous pathetic quit like and what happened. 2. Why didn't you succeed last time? 3. What are you gonna do this time that is different.
Give me a good reason to support you. I don't see it yet. You can't come here and piss on us by posting with a mouth of poison and brag about it.
You had better get your as back in your old group and beg for forgiveness. You know how this works, if you want support you need to commit to this.
1. It blew goats. But one guy on here called me out and told me I was only trying to shut my wife up called me a puss and dared me to prove him wrong.
2. Stress... brother in law died from an accidental gun shot. Two months later my 5 year old had a fatal seizure. Three months later walked in on my wife fucking her boss. Divorced went to jail after she falsely accused me of domestic violence. Lost my job. Butch destroyed my house my truck and my credit. Packed my shift in a duffle bag and bailed the state. Hung out with my old rodeo buds and here I am. Just caught my new woman in the same shit. Moved on three weeks ago. And im about to lose my dad. Judge me bitch but fill my boots.
3. It's about me this time it's about my boys having a dad. It's about wanting to be able to run and hunt and lift weights fight and not feel like I'm having a heart attack. It's about living without a crutch 'Finger'
Excuses are like assholes...everyone has one and they all stink. Grow the fuck up. Oh, but we should treat you differently because you've had a lot to deal with? Fuck that.

Go back and read the Tom and Jenny Kern story again. Tom went from dipping to dead in 7 months. He endured disfiguring surgery, chemo, and 7 months of hell. He drug his family with him. His daughter was at his feet in the hospital bed pleading "don't go, dad" as he took his last breath. Now his kids have to deal all of the shit life can throw at you without Tom. Now tell us again situation sucks?

Why don't you get in the ring and go toe to toe with the Nic Bitch? Post roll and fight like hell to keep your word. You can do this if you focus on quitting instead of all of the excuse-making.

C'mon...let's do this!!! Quit now and mean it.

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #37 on: April 30, 2015, 11:06:00 AM »
Quote from: mattatk81
Quote from: klark
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: DL56
Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.
Agree ^^^^!
With what you have said I doubt anything will be different than 4 years ago for you. That may seem harsh but to damn bad it's the truth. The past does matter to us Answer three simple questions for me: 1. What was your previous pathetic quit like and what happened. 2. Why didn't you succeed last time? 3. What are you gonna do this time that is different.
Give me a good reason to support you. I don't see it yet. You can't come here and piss on us by posting with a mouth of poison and brag about it.
You had better get your as back in your old group and beg for forgiveness. You know how this works, if you want support you need to commit to this.
1. It blew goats. But one guy on here called me out and told me I was only trying to shut my wife up called me a puss and dared me to prove him wrong.
2. Stress... brother in law died from an accidental gun shot. Two months later my 5 year old had a fatal seizure. Three months later walked in on my wife fucking her boss. Divorced went to jail after she falsely accused me of domestic violence. Lost my job. Butch destroyed my house my truck and my credit. Packed my shift in a duffle bag and bailed the state. Hung out with my old rodeo buds and here I am. Just caught my new woman in the same shit. Moved on three weeks ago. And im about to lose my dad. Judge me bitch but fill my boots.
3. It's about me this time it's about my boys having a dad. It's about wanting to be able to run and hunt and lift weights fight and not feel like I'm having a heart attack. It's about living without a crutch 'Finger'
Then Quit and post roll....every fucking day...First Thing in the AM........Make it right with your old group and come clean with your new group......Keep moving forward and take it one day at a time.......you should know how this site works......now make it work for YOU
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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #36 on: April 30, 2015, 11:01:00 AM »
Quote from: klark
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: DL56
Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.
Agree ^^^^!
With what you have said I doubt anything will be different than 4 years ago for you. That may seem harsh but to damn bad it's the truth. The past does matter to us Answer three simple questions for me: 1. What was your previous pathetic quit like and what happened. 2. Why didn't you succeed last time? 3. What are you gonna do this time that is different.
Give me a good reason to support you. I don't see it yet. You can't come here and piss on us by posting with a mouth of poison and brag about it.
You had better get your as back in your old group and beg for forgiveness. You know how this works, if you want support you need to commit to this.
1. It blew goats. But one guy on here called me out and told me I was only trying to shut my wife up called me a puss and dared me to prove him wrong.
2. Stress... brother in law died from an accidental gun shot. Two months later my 5 year old had a fatal seizure. Three months later walked in on my wife fucking her boss. Divorced went to jail after she falsely accused me of domestic violence. Lost my job. Butch destroyed my house my truck and my credit. Packed my shift in a duffle bag and bailed the state. Hung out with my old rodeo buds and here I am. Just caught my new woman in the same shit. Moved on three weeks ago. And im about to lose my dad. Judge me bitch but fill my boots.
3. It's about me this time it's about my boys having a dad. It's about wanting to be able to run and hunt and lift weights fight and not feel like I'm having a heart attack. It's about living without a crutch 'Finger'

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #35 on: April 30, 2015, 10:51:00 AM »
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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #34 on: April 30, 2015, 10:51:00 AM »
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Same story, hell I'm dippin now typing my intro just like last time...
So... apparently you're the guy that walks into an AA meeting with a bottle of Jack, then proceeds to tell the room, "Boy, I sure need to quit this stuff! Can y'all help me?".

Kick people in the nuts much?

Go away... you're not serious.
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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #33 on: April 30, 2015, 10:30:00 AM »
Bump for merger.

Look how much support you pissed away.

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #32 on: April 30, 2015, 10:01:00 AM »
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Quote from: DL56
Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.
Agree ^^^^!
With what you have said I doubt anything will be different than 4 years ago for you. That may seem harsh but to damn bad it's the truth. The past does matter to us Answer three simple questions for me: 1. What was your previous pathetic quit like and what happened. 2. Why didn't you succeed last time? 3. What are you gonna do this time that is different.
Give me a good reason to support you. I don't see it yet. You can't come here and piss on us by posting with a mouth of poison and brag about it.
You had better get your as back in your old group and beg for forgiveness. You know how this works, if you want support you need to commit to this.
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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #31 on: April 30, 2015, 09:52:00 AM »
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Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.
Agree ^^^^!
With what you have said I doubt anything will be different than 4 years ago for you. That may seem harsh but to damn bad it's the truth. The past does matter to us Answer three simple questions for me: 1. What was your previous pathetic quit like and what happened. 2. Why didn't you succeed last time? 3. What are you gonna do this time that is different.
Give me a good reason to support you. I don't see it yet. You can't come here and piss on us by posting with a mouth of poison and brag about it.
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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #30 on: April 30, 2015, 09:06:00 AM »
Wow. Here's a thought. How about you fuck off with this "I'm quitting dip but here I am dipping in my introduction" nonsense? This place isn't going to help you if you don't actually want to quit. If you want to quit, grow a pair of balls and actually do it and get into the suck. Don't get in here with one of these haphazard, 2:30 AM anxious "i should really stop dipping" posts about how you need to remember how to be pissed at your addiction and so forth.

If you want to stop, stop, and the August guys and I and everyone else can help you from there. But until you make that decision for yourself, you can get fucked. If you keep putting off day 1 ("after this can!"), then day 1 never comes. Make the decision right now that you've already had your last dip ever and just start that 72 hours of suck.

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #29 on: April 30, 2015, 04:34:00 AM »
Here I am again.... last time don't matter had years under my belt and pissed it all away. Same story, hell I'm dippin now typing my intro just like last time.... different town, different faces in life but back to using dip again and getting told it's time to be an adult and throw this shit away. Turned 34 this year been off and on the can since I was 16 but mostly on. I found something here last time that helped so I am looking for it again.... I need to get mad at my addiction again... I need someone who is in the shit and understands the process with me telling me not to be a pussy... I need to shut up and sweat it out with all the bad asses on here that have had enough too. Posting up again in the morning and really looking forward to hearing back from someone who has the balls to tell me what I need to hear... and I'm looking forward to getting my attitude back about being done with this and moving on... 'bang head'

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #28 on: May 24, 2011, 02:27:00 PM »
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This is just fuckin' awesome, Matt.  I just read this whole thread, and you're bad-assery has strengthened my quit.  Thank you for that, sir. 

Now grit your teeth, grab your sack and embrace the suck.  You got this, my friend and we got your back.  Let's get it done!
Thanks kneedragger but I'm no bad ass just another lucky bastard that got told he was a tool before my addiction killed me. The bad asses are the ones that went through this and stick around to get us started and see us through. But I am happy my lil story over the last few days helped you.
I see people everyday chewin or smokin and at first it made it harder for me to quit. But now that I have been off long enough to see how foolish I was, seeing all those guys being owned everyday makes me see how grim my future was and how lucky I am that someone stood up and called me out and challenged me to not be a dumb ass anymore. I wouldn't have stopped or even thought twice about it until it was too late without this site.

Day 6 and shit seems to be gettin better. Startin to feel like I have a little more energy. Been doin a lot of things I was always too tired to do or too lazy. Spendin time in the man cave is helpin keep my mind off the shit. I even pulled out the old crotch rocket I tore apart 2 years ago and got it runnin the other night. Now I'm hopin to get the axel off my 71 chev truck and mount up a 9" ford rear end I've had layin in the garage for a year. Hell may be able to race again before the years over!

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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #27 on: May 20, 2011, 10:07:00 AM »
This is just fuckin' awesome, Matt. I just read this whole thread, and you're bad-assery has strengthened my quit. Thank you for that, sir.

Now grit your teeth, grab your sack and embrace the suck. You got this, my friend and we got your back. Let's get it done!
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Re: another FNG; new to this site;
« Reply #26 on: May 20, 2011, 09:22:00 AM »
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Thanks for the support guys. On to day two. See what ya mean by foggy now day one was a breeze but today I will experience the suck. 'bang head'
Hang in there, it does get a lot better. Let me know if I can do anything for you.
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