Day 58- the cravings are back, I find myself stuck in stupid habits, doing maint today, I caught myself just spitting, wtf? Coming into spring getting ready to start cutting grass, big trigger there, have 3 hrs on riding mower and always had dip, been trying just to go cold turkey, however I did order some hooch, as well as I am going to fla in 3 weeks for friends wedding, bachelor party/ fishing/ drinking and he dips. I know I have the willpower and there are several brothers in my group I would NOT let down! Although will have some fake with me!
Quit with everyone here today!