I"m in- just found my way

[brettlees]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

Congrats brett, 300 is big stuff.

Congrats on 3 hundred! Enjoy today!!

CONGRATS, Brett!!! Damn exciting and inspiring! Loving everything you stand for. Quit with you today, my friend! 'Cheers' 'Sing and Drink' 'band' 'dance'

Day late but congrats on 300. Just noticed your 301 on roll today.

Congrats on 300! Reading through your intro has been very helpful! You old time quitters are an inspiration to a noob quitter like me!

Hey Brotha, do you know what's better than 300 ? 301 !!! Congrats bro. I have certainly enjoyed Quitting with you. Your doing it right.

Wow I really want to thank each person who congratulated me on 300-- here and in pms and texts! The think about the milestones I notice is that they are just another day in terms of my quit, but they are an opportunity to really enjoy a feeling of support, and you all really gave me that and I appreciate it immensely. Really humbled and greatful.

I want to say to new quitters that one day at a time works- they just keep stacking up. It's the only way, really. You develop networks, skills, and alternative behaviors early in your quit, then you just keep using them to train yourself to live a clean life. The craves still come for me, but i get through them. There are even funks, but they are not like the early days-- not nearly so hard. Overall, it just keeps getting better and better being free. It's important to notice how much better it feels, many times along the way. Man, my early days of quit REALLY sucked, but i got through them one day at a time. You can too. Really. Just try it for today, then worry about tomorrow later. Never forget those early days, that's what "just one" leads to every time. Quit on!

[Gdubya]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

Congrats brett, 300 is big stuff.

Congrats on 3 hundred! Enjoy today!!

CONGRATS, Brett!!! Damn exciting and inspiring! Loving everything you stand for. Quit with you today, my friend! 'Cheers' 'Sing and Drink' 'band' 'dance'

Day late but congrats on 300. Just noticed your 301 on roll today.

Congrats on 300! Reading through your intro has been very helpful! You old time quitters are an inspiration to a noob quitter like me!

Hey Brotha, do you know what's better than 300 ? 301 !!! Congrats bro. I have certainly enjoyed Quitting with you. Your doing it right.

[bigreddude44]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

Congrats brett, 300 is big stuff.

Congrats on 3 hundred! Enjoy today!!

CONGRATS, Brett!!! Damn exciting and inspiring! Loving everything you stand for. Quit with you today, my friend! 'Cheers' 'Sing and Drink' 'band' 'dance'

Day late but congrats on 300. Just noticed your 301 on roll today.

Congrats on 300! Reading through your intro has been very helpful! You old time quitters are an inspiration to a noob quitter like me!

[Done4Me]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

Congrats brett, 300 is big stuff.

Congrats on 3 hundred! Enjoy today!!

CONGRATS, Brett!!! Damn exciting and inspiring! Loving everything you stand for. Quit with you today, my friend! 'Cheers' 'Sing and Drink' 'band' 'dance'

Day late but congrats on 300. Just noticed your 301 on roll today.

[THansen2413]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

Congrats brett, 300 is big stuff.

Congrats on 3 hundred! Enjoy today!!

CONGRATS, Brett!!! Damn exciting and inspiring! Loving everything you stand for. Quit with you today, my friend! 'Cheers' 'Sing and Drink' 'band' 'dance'

[Derk40]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

Congrats brett, 300 is big stuff.

Congrats on 3 hundred! Enjoy today!!

[mattyf118]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

Congrats brett, 300 is big stuff.

[rdad]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

Way to be Brett. You have come so far and I have enjoyed sharing your journey with you. You have been a HUGE help to me. Enjoy today Brother. The really big day is just around the bend!

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

Great job Brett, proud to quit with you!

[Diesel2112]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

Nice 3 bills. Only thing better is 3 bills +1.

Quit on...

[Thumblewort]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

3 hundo brother, way to get it done!

[AppleJack]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

Outstanding job brother! Enjoy your badass se'f today!

[Steakbomb18]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

Congrats Brett! Truly one of the baddest badasses of quit

[Pinched]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR

Brett, congrats on 300 today. You are my brother in quit and a great friend indeed.

[30isEnuff]

This day and yesterday have been deusies. Deep cravings at times, fog almost all the time. I want to eat everything, and nothing satisifies. So foggy at work that nothing worthwhile is getting done, and i feel like I'd be better off taking leave. I"m crabby as heck at home and elsewhere, but doing my best to not make my family suffer, or to give in to road rage and have worse consequences. I also feel the sense of loss at times- feels like grief. Good! Maybe that means i'm processing the loss/finality of it all.
For the last week , I wake up around 3 am and don't go back to sleep. Sucks! Right now, this feels like it won't end and I"m weary of it all. It is helping me to read about others feeling the same stuff, and about those who have made it through. This fog, especially, has been so relentless that I feel like it might not ever leave. So it helps to read that it's normal and that it will leave sometime. Makes me want to hang on and ride through it.

I may not work tomorrow but will still try and post role. Not sure how to make the weekend if I am not on computer. Text someone? Feel free to PM if you have a suggestion on that.

Thanks all!

Remember this??? Never, ever again Brett!

Welcome to the 3rd floor! Congratulations and thank you for all that you do for this site!

300 is awesome! B.A.Q. for sure! Enjoy your day brother.

Congratulations on Your 3rd floor....gets much gooder here on up...I promise.
ODAAT and NAFAR