Do I miss the feeling taste of dip in my mouth? Yes.
Dude... I'm gonna be a dick here. If I'm overthinking it, well, so be it.
We talk a lot about mindset for a reason. It's a gigantic component in our fight against this addiction. That sentence I've highlighted is telling me yours still isn't right, bro! You absolutely must stop romanticizing what you "think" you miss. Until you develop a heathy level of hate/disgust for that shit... you're just spinning your wheels until you cave again.
For real.
I'm at 1,015 today. Yes... I get the random craves. I mean, c'mon, I abused myself for 25 years. A mere 1,015 days isn't going to heal the scars I inflicted. BUT... the mere thought of buying, packing, pinching, and then stuffing that shit in my face makes me nauseous. Like a physical blow of illness and, thank God! I hate what that shit made me... and made me do. Never. Again.
Be wary, bro. Don't give lip service to fredom... it's too precious.
Freedom. It is so hard to attain. Quite honestly, at ~130 days it is hard to understand or grasp.
Shame. Cancer. Waste. Hiding. These are easy to grasp. These are what you have lived over the past few months/years of your life. These are what you are currently missing out on. You miss the taste of tobacco? I sure as shit don't. Some dude at work spit in his trashcan last week and I smelled it and it almost made me sick. When I got done with him and his boss, I'm sure I won't smell that from the trashcan again. It is a disgusting, nasty thing. Drool running down your face. A lip that looks like those whacked out Africans. There is no positive.
You miss the taste? Go buy some smokey mountain and chew away. It won't give you cancer and in a little while when you realize how lame the whole thing is you can just throw it out... cause you won't be addicted.
My 2 cents.
--w2w
1 leaf to rule them all..
What up GB, glad to see you are still quit. theres nothing to miss about the taste of voluntary suicide. you need to dispise that shit. whenever you think about it, it should be, yah i remeber when i use to chew that shit, not any more. you dont have time to "miss" dip. there is no time, life is short. quit with you today