I quit 20 days ago new to ktc

[golfpro9696]

GB 321 Posted in June Goons  Dec 2015 this morning:

I've made my decision to come back to kill the can and join you guys again. I failed once again yesterday. I let myself down.

What happened?

This one should get you guys going... Well Friday, August 28 on day 183I was out with friends enjoying a nice chill drunk and all of a sudden I got the urge to dip. My friend was smoking a cigarette and I asked if I could kill it. Without even acknowledging any of you, I took it and smoked the rest of it. Well me being drunk (obviously not an excuse) though to myself well since I already caved why don't I ask my friend jack for a nice dip? I already caved right? 25 seconds later I have a dip of skoal mint in my mouth. My best friend has a tin too, one of my favorite kinds, so I hooked the first lip and took one of his. The first friend that let me kill his cigarette is smoking another one by now. He asked me if I wanted this one to. Hey sure why not?! I'm on fire tonight!! Well here we are 2 weeks later. Yesterday afternoon I was with 2 friends they were dipping. This time I soberly let myself fail by taking "just one." Yeah you guys know how that goes....

Why?

I hate to say that I knew it would happen eventually. Anyways I could feel myself slipping away slowly. I am an addict like each and every single one of you. I was posting roll, then not returning to killthecan until the next day to post roll and ghost. I thought I had it in the bag but I guess not. I realize that I am addicted badly to nicotine. I need to quit before it gets worse. I have failed but thats what happens in life. I set myself up for failure. I know I should've reached out but I didn't.

What am I going to do differently.....

I am going to give this one more shot. I need to quit for good. I will post roll every day, first thing. I am going to stay connected and stay as active as I can. I apologize ahead of time if I am not online all day every day because of my schedule. (Inbox me if you're curious) I have decided to get back on grinds coffee pouches in case of emergency. I will now use killthecan and all of its resources like I should. This site is a privilege and I am not taking any of this for granted. Thank you all and I apologize for letting you all down.

June brothers I apologize for wasting your time, letting you all down, and most of all not keeping my word. That's what got me the most. I 110% guarantee you that I am a man of my word. On August 28, I failed to keep my promise and I will never forget that. Once again I am sorry.

Thank you for your time.
gb321- Day 1

I call "bullshit"...

You're gonna "give it one more shot"!?!

Go away and take the taint of your weakness with you. This is not a try and try again site. One and done. That's how you really quit. I feel nothing of substance in your post above, dude. Nothing. This is, what?... you're 2nd/3rd time caving?

Buh-bye.

This is not the place for you to "try" quitting again. Yes, you need to quit but KTC doesn't need the lame example you keep "trying" to set forth. Your post pisses me off and these new guys fighting tooth and nail need better fuel for their fire. Go try again elsewhere... KTC is for real quitters.

GB - day 4 is here.

I'm bringing your intro to the top to point out your commitment to stay as active as possible. Are you doing that?

You know how to succeed. You post your promise. You keep your word. And you reach out when you need help. You build a team that you will not let down. I have about 40 numbers in my phone (including you and AJ) of Ktc members. I let myself down for years ... But the very thought of having 40 people (including you and AJ) type stuff in my intro like AJ did above me is enough to push me through any craves or tough times I might have. Is it enough for you?

Get active! Grinds and substitutes will help. Your commitment and hatred of nicotine will make you succeed.

Coukdnt agree with AJ any more.

This guy is no quitter, he's a stopper. He's no addict, he's a willing slave.

Fuck this "one more try" shit. The difference between you  the quitters here is that we have closed the door. There is no "it would happen eventually". What horseshit.

Good luck to the newbies that get stuck walking your sad ass through the fog again, for what, the 3rd time now? Fuck that. Best of luck "giving it one more shot"..... How can you possibly fail? Yikes.

[worktowin]

GB 321 Posted in June Goons  Dec 2015 this morning:

I've made my decision to come back to kill the can and join you guys again. I failed once again yesterday. I let myself down.

What happened?

This one should get you guys going... Well Friday, August 28 on day 183I was out with friends enjoying a nice chill drunk and all of a sudden I got the urge to dip. My friend was smoking a cigarette and I asked if I could kill it. Without even acknowledging any of you, I took it and smoked the rest of it. Well me being drunk (obviously not an excuse) though to myself well since I already caved why don't I ask my friend jack for a nice dip? I already caved right? 25 seconds later I have a dip of skoal mint in my mouth. My best friend has a tin too, one of my favorite kinds, so I hooked the first lip and took one of his. The first friend that let me kill his cigarette is smoking another one by now. He asked me if I wanted this one to. Hey sure why not?! I'm on fire tonight!! Well here we are 2 weeks later. Yesterday afternoon I was with 2 friends they were dipping. This time I soberly let myself fail by taking "just one." Yeah you guys know how that goes....

Why?

I hate to say that I knew it would happen eventually. Anyways I could feel myself slipping away slowly. I am an addict like each and every single one of you. I was posting roll, then not returning to killthecan until the next day to post roll and ghost. I thought I had it in the bag but I guess not. I realize that I am addicted badly to nicotine. I need to quit before it gets worse. I have failed but thats what happens in life. I set myself up for failure. I know I should've reached out but I didn't.

What am I going to do differently.....

I am going to give this one more shot. I need to quit for good. I will post roll every day, first thing. I am going to stay connected and stay as active as I can. I apologize ahead of time if I am not online all day every day because of my schedule. (Inbox me if you're curious) I have decided to get back on grinds coffee pouches in case of emergency. I will now use killthecan and all of its resources like I should. This site is a privilege and I am not taking any of this for granted. Thank you all and I apologize for letting you all down.

June brothers I apologize for wasting your time, letting you all down, and most of all not keeping my word. That's what got me the most. I 110% guarantee you that I am a man of my word. On August 28, I failed to keep my promise and I will never forget that. Once again I am sorry.

Thank you for your time.
gb321- Day 1

I call "bullshit"...

You're gonna "give it one more shot"!?!

Go away and take the taint of your weakness with you. This is not a try and try again site. One and done. That's how you really quit. I feel nothing of substance in your post above, dude. Nothing. This is, what?... you're 2nd/3rd time caving?

Buh-bye.

This is not the place for you to "try" quitting again. Yes, you need to quit but KTC doesn't need the lame example you keep "trying" to set forth. Your post pisses me off and these new guys fighting tooth and nail need better fuel for their fire. Go try again elsewhere... KTC is for real quitters.

GB - day 4 is here.

I'm bringing your intro to the top to point out your commitment to stay as active as possible. Are you doing that?

You know how to succeed. You post your promise. You keep your word. And you reach out when you need help. You build a team that you will not let down. I have about 40 numbers in my phone (including you and AJ) of Ktc members. I let myself down for years ... But the very thought of having 40 people (including you and AJ) type stuff in my intro like AJ did above me is enough to push me through any craves or tough times I might have. Is it enough for you?

Get active! Grinds and substitutes will help. Your commitment and hatred of nicotine will make you succeed.

[AppleJack]

GB 321 Posted in June Goons  Dec 2015 this morning:

I've made my decision to come back to kill the can and join you guys again. I failed once again yesterday. I let myself down.

What happened?

This one should get you guys going... Well Friday, August 28 on day 183I was out with friends enjoying a nice chill drunk and all of a sudden I got the urge to dip. My friend was smoking a cigarette and I asked if I could kill it. Without even acknowledging any of you, I took it and smoked the rest of it. Well me being drunk (obviously not an excuse) though to myself well since I already caved why don't I ask my friend jack for a nice dip? I already caved right? 25 seconds later I have a dip of skoal mint in my mouth. My best friend has a tin too, one of my favorite kinds, so I hooked the first lip and took one of his. The first friend that let me kill his cigarette is smoking another one by now. He asked me if I wanted this one to. Hey sure why not?! I'm on fire tonight!! Well here we are 2 weeks later. Yesterday afternoon I was with 2 friends they were dipping. This time I soberly let myself fail by taking "just one." Yeah you guys know how that goes....

Why?

I hate to say that I knew it would happen eventually. Anyways I could feel myself slipping away slowly. I am an addict like each and every single one of you. I was posting roll, then not returning to killthecan until the next day to post roll and ghost. I thought I had it in the bag but I guess not. I realize that I am addicted badly to nicotine. I need to quit before it gets worse. I have failed but thats what happens in life. I set myself up for failure. I know I should've reached out but I didn't.

What am I going to do differently.....

I am going to give this one more shot. I need to quit for good. I will post roll every day, first thing. I am going to stay connected and stay as active as I can. I apologize ahead of time if I am not online all day every day because of my schedule. (Inbox me if you're curious) I have decided to get back on grinds coffee pouches in case of emergency. I will now use killthecan and all of its resources like I should. This site is a privilege and I am not taking any of this for granted. Thank you all and I apologize for letting you all down.

June brothers I apologize for wasting your time, letting you all down, and most of all not keeping my word. That's what got me the most. I 110% guarantee you that I am a man of my word. On August 28, I failed to keep my promise and I will never forget that. Once again I am sorry.

Thank you for your time.
gb321- Day 1

I call "bullshit"...

You're gonna "give it one more shot"!?!

Go away and take the taint of your weakness with you. This is not a try and try again site. One and done. That's how you really quit. I feel nothing of substance in your post above, dude. Nothing. This is, what?... you're 2nd/3rd time caving?

Buh-bye.

This is not the place for you to "try" quitting again. Yes, you need to quit but KTC doesn't need the lame example you keep "trying" to set forth. Your post pisses me off and these new guys fighting tooth and nail need better fuel for their fire. Go try again elsewhere... KTC is for real quitters.

[worktowin]

GB 321 Posted in June Goons  Dec 2015 this morning:

I've made my decision to come back to kill the can and join you guys again. I failed once again yesterday. I let myself down.

What happened?

This one should get you guys going... Well Friday, August 28 on day 183I was out with friends enjoying a nice chill drunk and all of a sudden I got the urge to dip. My friend was smoking a cigarette and I asked if I could kill it. Without even acknowledging any of you, I took it and smoked the rest of it. Well me being drunk (obviously not an excuse) though to myself well since I already caved why don't I ask my friend jack for a nice dip? I already caved right? 25 seconds later I have a dip of skoal mint in my mouth. My best friend has a tin too, one of my favorite kinds, so I hooked the first lip and took one of his. The first friend that let me kill his cigarette is smoking another one by now. He asked me if I wanted this one to. Hey sure why not?! I'm on fire tonight!! Well here we are 2 weeks later. Yesterday afternoon I was with 2 friends they were dipping. This time I soberly let myself fail by taking "just one." Yeah you guys know how that goes....

Why?

I hate to say that I knew it would happen eventually. Anyways I could feel myself slipping away slowly. I am an addict like each and every single one of you. I was posting roll, then not returning to killthecan until the next day to post roll and ghost. I thought I had it in the bag but I guess not. I realize that I am addicted badly to nicotine. I need to quit before it gets worse. I have failed but thats what happens in life. I set myself up for failure. I know I should've reached out but I didn't.

What am I going to do differently.....

I am going to give this one more shot. I need to quit for good. I will post roll every day, first thing. I am going to stay connected and stay as active as I can. I apologize ahead of time if I am not online all day every day because of my schedule. (Inbox me if you're curious) I have decided to get back on grinds coffee pouches in case of emergency. I will now use killthecan and all of its resources like I should. This site is a privilege and I am not taking any of this for granted. Thank you all and I apologize for letting you all down.

June brothers I apologize for wasting your time, letting you all down, and most of all not keeping my word. That's what got me the most. I 110% guarantee you that I am a man of my word. On August 28, I failed to keep my promise and I will never forget that. Once again I am sorry.

Thank you for your time.
gb321- Day 1

[I'm done with chew]

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you going to do differently?

Some bad ass quitters, like Pab, Rdad, and idwc have pumped a lot of support your way. Make their investment in you a good one. Don't be the next Curt Schilling.

Is he planning to come back?

[worktowin]

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you going to do differently?

Some bad ass quitters, like Pab, Rdad, and idwc have pumped a lot of support your way. Make their investment in you a good one. Don't be the next Curt Schilling.

[rdad]

GB,
I believe success in quitting is matter of attitude. After six months if you are battling to stay quit instead of reveling in your freedom, something is wrong. You have to find a way to close the mental door on nicotine. It shouldn't be something you miss. It should be a part of your past that you hate. Caving in the beginning I can understand but after six months you should have progressed beyond that if you are investing in your quit and loving your freedom everyday.

[KingNothing]

Quitting is hard, you know that.

But it's not impossible. You can't tell me all that hard work wasn't worth it. You can't possibly tell me those 2 lips were worth it. I've quit for weeks multiple times in the past and those first few dips back were so bad I felt like dying. I can't imagine throwing 6 months away for two awful dips.

I hope you come back. It's going to be so hard for you to do so, but I hope you do. Your life is worth more than a can of carcinogenic weed, I hope you realize that before it's too late.

[I'm done with chew]

Hi everyone,

If you haven't already heard, Friday, August 28th I caved knowingly and willingly what I was doing. I not only wasted my time but I wasted yours. I wasted the time of each and every single one of you. I had the tools I needed to stop my addiction but I let them slip away from me.

I haven't been around here as much as I used to be and that is one of the reasons that caused me to fail once again.

This is my second cave and it is much worse than my first one.

I made it exactly 6 months but sadly on that same day (Day 183) I chose to smoke 2 cigarette butts and right after, pack 2 dips.

I let myself down, and I let every one of you down. I failed to keep my word to all of you and failed to keep the promise that I to myself.

It's terrible that this happened but I have accepted defeat and am moving forward. That being said, I am not going to buy a tin or buy a box of squares. I am not letting my addiction continue any longer.

It's not worth it to get back into nicotine.

Thank you for all you have given me.

I am sorry
Sincerely, gb321

GB you're young and it's not to late to get back in here,yes everyone here will drill your ass, me included ,but think about the alternative ,so drink the kool-aid it's hard mentally but the alternative is physically altering changes and possibly death.

Defeated? Dude you KNOW of a way to quit that works. Choosing to stay away from KTC is the same to me as choosing to fail purposefully. Quitting is hard, you know that. But accepting defeat will only be harder for you as you get older. Take your lumps and get to quitting. The alternative as my favorite elder (Pab) said is ultimate death.

[pab1964]

Hi everyone,

If you haven't already heard, Friday, August 28th I caved knowingly and willingly what I was doing. I not only wasted my time but I wasted yours. I wasted the time of each and every single one of you. I had the tools I needed to stop my addiction but I let them slip away from me.

I haven't been around here as much as I used to be and that is one of the reasons that caused me to fail once again.

This is my second cave and it is much worse than my first one.

I made it exactly 6 months but sadly on that same day (Day 183) I chose to smoke 2 cigarette butts and right after, pack 2 dips.

I let myself down, and I let every one of you down. I failed to keep my word to all of you and failed to keep the promise that I to myself.

It's terrible that this happened but I have accepted defeat and am moving forward. That being said, I am not going to buy a tin or buy a box of squares. I am not letting my addiction continue any longer.

It's not worth it to get back into nicotine.

Thank you for all you have given me.

I am sorry
Sincerely, gb321

GB you're young and it's not to late to get back in here,yes everyone here will drill your ass, me included ,but think about the alternative ,so drink the kool-aid it's hard mentally but the alternative is physically altering changes and possibly death.

[gb321]

Hi everyone,

If you haven't already heard, Friday, August 28th I caved knowingly and willingly what I was doing. I not only wasted my time but I wasted yours. I wasted the time of each and every single one of you. I had the tools I needed to stop my addiction but I let them slip away from me.

I haven't been around here as much as I used to be and that is one of the reasons that caused me to fail once again.

This is my second cave and it is much worse than my first one.

I made it exactly 6 months but sadly on that same day (Day 183) I chose to smoke 2 cigarette butts and right after, pack 2 dips.

I let myself down, and I let every one of you down. I failed to keep my word to all of you and failed to keep the promise that I to myself.

It's terrible that this happened but I have accepted defeat and am moving forward. That being said, I am not going to buy a tin or buy a box of squares. I am not letting my addiction continue any longer.

It's not worth it to get back into nicotine.

Thank you for all you have given me.

I am sorry
Sincerely, gb321

[Sawdogjt]

Wow - I was looking through intros to find my original intro post as I am approaching the 1 year mark to get some fresh perspective and I came across this thread.

It shows just how insidious nicotine addiction is - I mean we all know that but I was expecting for GB321 to be around Day 200 but instead he is gone and caved. Someone should link the thread for folks around the 180 day mark to read...

GB321 hope you return to KTC man.

[pab1964]

Pab - we were a bit premature with our congratulations. I just got a text from GB321 that he is wasted and just smoked a cigarette. Kid just threw 180 days away. He isn't going to buy a tin, however. He might smoke a cigar once in a while while fishing. And someday he will be back.

Unfuckingbeliveable.

Worktowin is now done with this thread.

Unbelievable! Get your head out of your ass GB321 and get back here. Not wanting to face the accountability of your choice is not a good reason to choose a life that leads to regret and death. You fucked up! A man would own his mistakes and pick himself back up. Don't be a bigger ass then you already have been today. Your promise on roll today was shit. Your future doesn't have to be if you face this.

What the hell is this?? 180 days in and throws it away for a cig of all things. That's like cheating on your girlfriend with your sister. After all those support posts GB I would have thought you were getting it. Hope you come back before it's too late. 6 months is a helluva thing to waste, but it'd be worse if you never got to post another day 1.

Well damn gb321 invested alot of time and faith in you, but you choose the pussy way out! Damn.....just. ...damn!

[KingNothing]

Pab - we were a bit premature with our congratulations. I just got a text from GB321 that he is wasted and just smoked a cigarette. Kid just threw 180 days away. He isn't going to buy a tin, however. He might smoke a cigar once in a while while fishing. And someday he will be back.

Unfuckingbeliveable.

Worktowin is now done with this thread.

Unbelievable! Get your head out of your ass GB321 and get back here. Not wanting to face the accountability of your choice is not a good reason to choose a life that leads to regret and death. You fucked up! A man would own his mistakes and pick himself back up. Don't be a bigger ass then you already have been today. Your promise on roll today was shit. Your future doesn't have to be if you face this.

What the hell is this?? 180 days in and throws it away for a cig of all things. That's like cheating on your girlfriend with your sister. After all those support posts GB I would have thought you were getting it. Hope you come back before it's too late. 6 months is a helluva thing to waste, but it'd be worse if you never got to post another day 1.

[I'm done with chew]

Pab - we were a bit premature with our congratulations. I just got a text from GB321 that he is wasted and just smoked a cigarette. Kid just threw 180 days away. He isn't going to buy a tin, however. He might smoke a cigar once in a while while fishing. And someday he will be back.

Unfuckingbeliveable.

Worktowin is now done with this thread.

Unbelievable! Get your head out of your ass GB321 and get back here. Not wanting to face the accountability of your choice is not a good reason to choose a life that leads to regret and death. You fucked up! A man would own his mistakes and pick himself back up. Don't be a bigger ass then you already have been today. Your promise on roll today was shit. Your future doesn't have to be if you face this.