Hello,
What an amazing resource and support group you all have here. I hope to really give it a go and be a part of all this!
I started dipping ~9yrs ago when a coworker introduced me. We work on boats and sometimes spend 15hrs a day or even weeks aboard and dipping always made for something to do / look forward to, etc. Sure you’ve heard it all before. At first it was just on the boat, then it was “this might be good working at my computer” and then of course I now go most of the day with one in my lip.
I read all the intro pages and yes to everything; wife hates it and I hide it (but she is not stupid), kids see me do it in car, my 4yr old boy now spits outside, etc, etc, etc. It is so entrenched in my life itÂ’s scary and the times I tell myself the discoloration and bumps are because IÂ’m dehydrated or I need to eat more vegetables or whatever tricks my mind plays because I donÂ’t want to think of the real truth and consequence. But still I buy that gold top can.
IÂ’ve thrown every excuse at it and of course life is challenging with two small children and demanding career and no time for my self, always the next trip or some reason to have a can but does that give me the right to slowly kill myself? I want to quit, all the guys at our shop have quit (one after probably 15 plus years), all but one and me. To be honest, I donÂ’t even know where to start (nicotine gum?, seeds?, bac-off?) but I will keep reading.
Just wanted to quickly post up and say IÂ’m close and I want to do it. Best to all......
FM12